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The Evolution of a Potential Depression- A Long Ramble

Category: Life

(note- more short and squat version of a thing I said in the Helping each other forum) It started whilst I was eating dinner one day-  The last week or two had been filled with high anxieties about my semester and overdue work, my co-op job, home problems (literally, with my home having constant repairs done to it), and some intensive troubles with relationships, both romantic and platonic. But th... » Continue Reading

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Men- How Did We Get Here?

Category: Life

Like honestly, just making my quick observation of things- how did we become both the victims and the perpetrators without figuring out an answer to either Because on one half, the incel movement is just skyrocketing despite the fact that its major figures and tenets haven't really helped any men struggling with loneliness, their status as single people, or social harmony But on the other half, me... » Continue Reading

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MLK Died This Friday 57 Years Ago (tw- assassination talk briefly and also political blog)

Category: News and Politics

And I honest to god believe that things have gotten both better since and worse since We've achieved so much- housing was getting more available to black people than ever, education was getting more and more in our control thanks to affirmative action, protest action got questions about the police going, and cultural awareness helped ensure that our struggle was known and then, so quickly, we were... » Continue Reading

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Fun Fact- Art's Harder to Do When Your Mind is Just Screwed Up

Category: Life

So I've been writing an album recently, and that has been going well It's not exactly finished so much as it's gotten bigger-  Similarly, I've been working on a pilot for a new show, been a writer for several other shows, and am in the process, though slow, of developing and creating my own show ALL whilst I've been juggling the thought of writing a play every now and then All of this, is complica... » Continue Reading

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Album Progress Report- Really Fucking Good

Category: Music

So far- got a bunch of songs Pretty much nearly the entire personal side is done Gotta get my socially conscious songs dealt with sooner or later Lyrics are a breeze, styles are being nailed down, instrumental ideas are being thought up Now I just need a fucking band, some fucking equipment and a fucking studio FUCKING MINT » Continue Reading

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I've Been Writing An Album

Category: Music

So about a few weeks back, I was in Toronto with some friends And I was dealing with a lot of feelings of burnout, getting pretty angry and depressive and loathsome It didn't help that it was mostly a music-oriented trip, and that in our group, almost everyone else was or is a musician except for me Then it hit me- I may not be able to play instruments, but I can sing, write and am good with plann... » Continue Reading

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So I Got A Little Bit Into The Doors

Category: Music

yeah, turns out jim morrison is an interesting poet there's a lot of stuff to his music hell of a voice also how tf did i not get into ray manzarek sooner as a whole, i plan to bing their first album and work my way from there i'm on the way to becoming a doors head » Continue Reading

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Dear God, School's Almost Back

Category: School, College, University

In about a week, I begin my senior year. And I am horrifically unprepared. Part of me continues to be fortunate that I got a five year program at my school. My Fall semester will be tough, and mainly consist of a lot of proving myself more, and strivin » Continue Reading

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How (Not) To Develop a Hit Web Series- Part 2

Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

Most importantly, two or three or four things were notable- A/1. Maybe learn how to speak to your hopeful VAs, as doing it while tired and half-interested tends to cause problems. 2/B. Maybe have a proper space to develop your shit, like in your room at home or a friend's place, and not like a cafe or community centre, where everybody can see that shit and judge you Bronze/C/3- Do NOT leave certai... » Continue Reading

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I Am (Very Much Not) Prepared for My Seventeenth Birthday

Category: Life

Welp, turning like another age in a little less than THREE MONTHS 17 IS COMING SOON And good god, boy, I am very ill prepared for this I am UNready Like, life at sixteen is a hell of a thing as is Not quite nightmare-ish, as in, no one is really EXPECTING you to have it all figured out by then But like, holy shit, you have your license to strive for, jobs to potentially begin looking into, and a w... » Continue Reading

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The Time is Now for Some Discord Here

Category: Web, HTML, Tech

AND HERE COMES THE BIG SERVER NOTICE opening up my server to the public  go have a blast in it  remember to cause chaos whereever you wish the link is below https://discord.gg/2nRR7jjv  begin the chaos » Continue Reading

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How (Not) To Develop a Hit Web Series- Part 1

Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

So I've been keeping a notable few secrets- I tried developing a webseries or two a few months back around late last year It didn't work out VAs not auditioning proper, writers' sessions being irregular, no animators whatsoever active, and a switch between editors on the thing And that was just the first wave of trouble That would be the thing's first injury. It was not to be a peacef » Continue Reading

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