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TNC Akira figurine

Category: Life

THE PREORDER CAME OUT!!! (It's been out for a long time, you're late...) Both for Akira and Shiki! I bought the Akira one of course. Apparently they officially release in November! I've never bought a preorder before so I'm nervous but excited. Another thing I'm a little nervous about is... how I'm going to explain it to my mom when I put it in my room... and where the hell to put him when I get h... » Continue Reading

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All but one: Nitro Chiral games!

Category: Games

IVE GOT THEM ALL except Lamento... but for now YAY!!! I'm so close to having them all!! I guess a quick status report on where I am on the games. Now, you might be surprised but I still haven't finished the game... hehe okay hear me out.. yes I've just about had this game for a year BUUTTT the only reason is because after Mink's route I actually broke down crying.. WHICH IS CRAZY. I don't really l... » Continue Reading

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Why am I so angry all the time?

Category: Life

I don't know why, but I always feel so angry. I've never acted out on this anger or released it. To be honest, I hate nothing more than expressing when I'm angry. Its.. so embarrassing. I can't stand expressing when I'm mad at someone. The guilt afterwards is too much, even if it's justified.  But I still don't understand why I'm always so angry. Maybe it's because I'm so tired, or maybe I'm upset... » Continue Reading

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I got to play in snow!

Category: Life

Since I moved, I don't see snow anymore so I really miss it. But thankfully it snowed all Saturday!! And I got to play in it!! I threw a few snowballs here and there and I made two snow angels! Not the best for my first time but its still nice!! Did you know, it's really nice to lie down on the snow. Don't think about anything, just relax... ahh, it was so nice I wish I could've had a snowball fig... » Continue Reading

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DmmD on the switch

Category: Games

DRAMAtical murder re:code is now on the switch holy shit holy shit holy fucking shit Merry yoaimus and happy new Yuri everyone happy holidays I've literally never been more happy in my life, so full of joy!!! I wish they did something with Lamento and sweet pool but it's okay AAAA IM SO HAPPY THAT MEANS AOBA IS NOW ELIGIBLE FOR SMASH HOLY SHIT THATS SO FUNNY » Continue Reading

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I don't wanna be me anymore

Category: Life

Fuck whatever, I don't care if it's cringe or embarrassing or fucking emo I'm tried of this shit, nobody is here to read it anyway so I can say whatever the hell I want. Seriously, everything is such a pain in my ass. What the fuck am I supposed to do. I got scammed out of 45 dollars (fuck if I know if I'll get it back), this emotional roller coaster bullshit, and my own foggy ass unknown future. ... » Continue Reading

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Am I really being helpful?

Category: Friends

So, I'm a bit worried. My friend frequently has moments where they go into depressive and suicidal episodes(?). They've had a few attempts and each I've been pretty scared that I'd never talk with them again. Everytime, I do my best to offer any type of advice or support that I can. They're family situation is pretty shitty and since they're also a minor there's not much they can do about it. And ... » Continue Reading

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I need to yap about him before I go insane: Aoba Seragaki

Category: Blogging

For those who don't know, Aoba Seragaki is the protagonist of the 2012 bl game DRAMAtical Murder by Nitro Chiral. This isn't going to be a character analysis, I'm not quite smart enough for that. But as the title suggests, I don't have any friends to constantly rant about him to without feeling guilty or just plain weird, so I'm doing it here! Also, there will be spoilers if you haven't played the... » Continue Reading

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What the hell am i doing

Category: Life

Maybe, I've gotten worse. I'm 17 now so of course there are expectations and new responsibilities. But even after all this time, I still don't know what the hell I'm doing. I don't know what I want to do. Even things that I take some interest in, I have to worry whether or not the pay will even keep me alive. On top of that, I have to worry about whatever mental disorder I have. How to talk to peo... » Continue Reading

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Happy Birthday to me!

Category: Life

I got an Aoba cake for my birthday!! I'm pretty happy. I'm not on here much anymore, I felt it probably wouldn't be to healthy but I'm alright. I've started to do a lot of things now like live coding and making a visual novel! It's a bit of fun! A lot more work than I thought lol » Continue Reading

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Trashwave

Category: Music

Is anyone else into trashwave or, hell, even know what it is? I make music here and there and I've been wanting to experiment making something of the sort after listening to a few songs. If you don't know, trashwave is like a subgenre(?) of witchhouse. Usually with the most compressed and distressing noises put into rhythmic sounds. Not sure how else to descibe it... It's a pretty interesrting gen... » Continue Reading

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My own Anime

Category: Art and Photography

GUYS I REMEMBERED MY PASSWORD Kidding, I kinda forgot about this website.  AYWAY, I've been thinking of making my own fake anime. No, not full episodes. Just clips here and there, then I'd upload them to a gif site. Like super low quality. How's that sound? I've always wanted to do this with my silly lil ocs and what not. That and make my own merch n stuff. Well I'm going to do it anyway but I'll ... » Continue Reading

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