Maybe, I've gotten worse. I'm 17 now so of course there are expectations and new responsibilities. But even after all this time, I still don't know what the hell I'm doing. I don't know what I want to do. Even things that I take some interest in, I have to worry whether or not the pay will even keep me alive. On top of that, I have to worry about whatever mental disorder I have. How to talk to peo... » Continue Reading
I got an Aoba cake for my birthday!! I'm pretty happy. I'm not on here much anymore, I felt it probably wouldn't be to healthy but I'm alright. I've started to do a lot of things now like live coding and making a visual novel! It's a bit of fun! A lot more work than I thought lol » Continue Reading
Is anyone else into trashwave or, hell, even know what it is? I make music here and there and I've been wanting to experiment making something of the sort after listening to a few songs. If you don't know, trashwave is like a subgenre(?) of witchhouse. Usually with the most compressed and distressing noises put into rhythmic sounds. Not sure how else to descibe it... It's a pretty interesrting gen... » Continue Reading
GUYS I REMEMBERED MY PASSWORD Kidding, I kinda forgot about this website. AYWAY, I've been thinking of making my own fake anime. No, not full episodes. Just clips here and there, then I'd upload them to a gif site. Like super low quality. How's that sound? I've always wanted to do this with my silly lil ocs and what not. That and make my own merch n stuff. Well I'm going to do it anyway but I'll ... » Continue Reading
I went shopping the other day and I got some really cute clothes! I can't name the style, but they were all white or black with some type of lace design. Really, I was going for this snowy goth style I guess?? Lol I'll try and make an outfit so I can show you all! (^з^)-☆ I've been really attracted to ultra femme clothing/style lately. Usually I really hate the idea but recently I've been more ope... » Continue Reading
If you know of toyhou.se or dA, you'll probably know what I'm talking about. I think hate is kinda a strong word but it's closest to how I feel. I feel that it really just prioritizes already well known artists and it's hard for not so well artists to really get their foot in the door. Yes, I realize this might come from a root of envy. However, I've been in servers where this is certainly the ca... » Continue Reading
Do you think that going to the hospital for a papercut is fair? Not so, right? It'd waste time. All you need is a bandaid. But you're quite clumsy. It's okay. There's a box of bandaids. It'll only last for so long. Soon enough, you can't cover them anymore. But that's okay. Papercuts are usually relatively small and heal quite fast. So, no problem yes? Well, I guess it still hurts.. Maybe you sho... » Continue Reading
Huh? Seriously, I'm losing it. I can't even understand I was upset recently, or I think so You know, I haven't exactly felt very strongly. At least not a home. Maybe at school Yeah, around my friends. But.. I can't really remember No No, i do Geez, I can't make sense of anything. I can't even be frustrated. I don't care Huh Um. I did get Photoshop. It's the older version, but it's nice, I suppose... » Continue Reading
I've finally started working on it! Coding is pretty confusing to me but I'm doing good do far! It still looks blank because I haven't added much bit it's a start. Uhmm, I'm really tired. I don't really feel motivated to talk to people anymore.. I'm just tired I feel bad » Continue Reading
Uhh, I'm not sure where this goes but I did leave a lot of the servers I was in. It wasn't necessarily stress but I felt like I had to do it. Just to get away. It's not much, but I feel like a small weight has been lifted. I'm still in quite a bit of server's but they mainly had all the same people. I might leave more tomorrow but I'll have to sleep on the choice.. But, i feel a bit happier I thin... » Continue Reading