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Huh? Seriously, I'm losing it. I can't even understand

I was upset recently, or I think so

You know, I haven't exactly felt very strongly. At least not a home. Maybe at school

Yeah, around my friends. But.. I can't really remember 

No

No, i do

Geez, I can't make sense of anything. I can't even be frustrated. I don't care

Huh

Um. I did get Photoshop. It's the older version, but it's nice, I suppose. 

I want to confess. Sometimes I find it surprising to believe that the people I see online are real. They have their own lives and backstories. Well, that's obvious. I know. But, It's more like..

You are real.

But I get those thoughts when I see people in real life as well. You also have skin. You breathe, you move as well as I.

Maybe, it's the possibility of skinship that taunts me. The knowledge that I can touch other people and feel them.

Hmm.. perhaps I'm too far gone. Ah, oh well.