I had a great day today! I played with a friend while voice chatting, I played with my younger cousin, I drank boba tea, I feel like actually doing something for once, I feel pretty nice about myself today besides the fact I hit a Tesla car while opening the car door but the reprocussions of that if any have yet to be seen. I'm pretty happy! » Continue Reading
Im not sure how to do things. I dont have a lot of control of my environment, or if I stretch it I know Ill be scolded. Im just here, trying. Ive already isolated myself from others to try focusing. I don't always find myself utilizing the autonomy I have I suppose. For the longest time, Ive wanted to re-write my brain. I just don't know. Just living here. Sloth is one of my biggest sins but with ... » Continue Reading
i need to create and create. I have neurodivergency and how it effects me is less satisfaction during the creative process? It's just with anything I suppose. It's a struggle doing things. I lack a lot of discipline to set actions into motion. Doing blogs like this or typing my thoughts out, I hope it'll help more. What a strange dilemma with my paranoia of writing things in a journal because my ... » Continue Reading
I'd normally just make a post like this one my tumblr but I've been meaning to write stuff on spacehey I guess. I dunno. I keep my cousin's friended through discord and steam and I dont know why but seeing the steam acheviments on a game that were recent got me in a weird slump. Something nostalgic maybe. We could have played terraria together, all four of us in a world. maybe it wouldn't have las... » Continue Reading
It's a very solid site. I've been on a kind of old web kick? I daily Gaia Online (hence my profile pic). But yeah. Considering putting jumpchain stuff here. If you don't know what a jumpchain is, its this nerdy game where you make up a jumper who's going through multiple worlds. People make jumps for ips or setting they know, you get 1000 points to chose from a list of boosts, items, ect. And you ... » Continue Reading
My essay is due tomorrow aaaaaa. I got the essay due tomorrow and thats ok. I keep procrastinating but I can do this. I'll be honest though, it sucks, its being half-assed so badly. I'm not a person who likes half-assing my work. I'd like my work to be decent at least because I have standards, but I also do things just for a grade, so that sucks a lot. I don't beleive in using chatgpt either in wr... » Continue Reading
I just find morbid humor in violence and darkness, it just spills out of my mouth naturally but at the same time, I think and say things sort of passay? Generic? I get paranoid about it, Im a grown woman but also im short. Its whatever. Im not trying to take myself too seriously, I genuinely find interest in things but I have a tiny sense of pride in it, you know? I should develop a more colorful ... » Continue Reading
Ive had poor dental health and I think its catching up to me. One of my teeth looks off. I might have a cavity. I think my luck has ran out. » Continue Reading
It crept up on me. Good luck to everyone else doing midterms. I have to do two essays before the end of this semester too. This is my transfer year, this is the last lap. I can do this. I can't fail. » Continue Reading
So much on my plate with academics but my brain is stubborn to play by myself. Leaves me isolating myself and unsociable with others even when I dearly appreciate my friends and interacting with others somewhat. Then im here again. Its a little silly. » Continue Reading