Missing People

I'd normally just make a post like this one my tumblr but I've been meaning to write stuff on spacehey I guess. I dunno. I keep my cousin's friended through discord and steam and I dont know why but seeing the steam acheviments on a game that were recent got me in a weird slump. Something nostalgic maybe. We could have played terraria together, all four of us in a world. maybe it wouldn't have lasted. Im kind of greedy with time. But he got one of the end game achivments and that made me feel happy in a sense. I really hope he had fun. Terraria is such a well made game.

I don't regret kind of abandoning them cause they were going down the alt right pipe line. I don't know about now but they used the r slur casually last time I saw them at a party. It's weird. I am just kind of sensitive too. I don't know how to act around them but I still do care for them and like seeing them enjoying themselves after what happened before. But after leaving them, things have been positive, kind of looking up, hehe. I'm going to be transfering to university which will be lovely on a sociology major with a focus on social work.