It's foolish of me to believe that I was ready for a relationship, especcially in a polyrelationship with two women whose faces I've never seen. I need an actual relationship but I'm starting to realize i might be stunted in more ways than socially now. The fear I feel when talking to people in real life is distinct from the one I feel talking to strangers on the net. How does one get better at b... » Continue Reading
Been spending a bit of time on myself. Mostly fucking around. Maybe partly planning something. Who the hell knows. I don't, though I hope I will eventually » Continue Reading
I feel like culture is determined by how long it can remain in the minds of the population overtime (the weitgeist or world-spirit) and the key to that is to see how long it can remain in the minds of normies before the next new hip thing comes along and buries the old one as a niche interest for people who cant let go or for new kids to go full nostalgia over. Im saying this because im star... » Continue Reading
People, adult people, on my twitter timeline are unironically obsessed with skibbidi toilet because a large mass of children made it popular and now you have a bunch of adults unrionically waiting on news about the latest news on skibiddi toilet content. » Continue Reading
Developed a fever this afternoon. Slept for almost 12 hours as soon as I got home, most of the worst part of my illness is gone but i still have have an itchy throat and a clogged nose, maybe even some phlegm, but for the most part I have most of my energy back. Had a clogged and runny nose, sneezing fits yesterday too but thought my house was dusty. Turns out I was wrong. Google says I caught t... » Continue Reading
Anyone else noticing your peers taking on bigger tasks and responsibilities, get their adult shit together, notice a new mature energy that youve never seen before emminating off of them and then compare yourself to them subconciously and think "fuck I really hope Im not turning into a man child"? Just me? » Continue Reading
Havent that hard of a time on a boss in long while. Isshin was an amazing final boss and his grandson was an annoying piece of shit. Great game. I finally beat a fucking FromSoftware game. it is both cathartic and extremely sad. Like finally surpassing a goal and not knowing what to do after... I'm now in the mood to talk about FromSoftware games... » Continue Reading
Listening to your mom tell you to forsake the morals and principles youve been taught to respect and uphold for petty cash and you watch her become someone else when you try to remind her of them. » Continue Reading
Im currently really obsessed with this song called SPIT IN MY FACE! by ThxSoMch that was in my Youtube Shorts feed. Its got a lot of heavy bass and carries some insane emo angst, also i read in the comment section of the official audio on Youtube that he made this all from his bathroom. Consider me impressed. But thats not what i want I want to discuss. Like I said I was made witness to it via my ... » Continue Reading
I want to hear more music from foreign countries. I want to hear your reccomended local songs in your language. I want to hear your all time favorite song in your language preferably from your nation, I dont care how niche or how overated it is, if you think me and every other foreigner reading this post should learn that this song exists because its just that goddamn amazing and beloved, shill i... » Continue Reading
Cant get to pc. Parents. Have phones. want to edit profile because have layout ideas. possible? if so, drawbacks? also when make site phone friendly? can make own profile phone friendly via coding? also how add the music to profile? important for nujabes/samurai champloo and bossa nova layout idea (porbably never happen) thank you for love and patience. may peo0le in life be kind to you » Continue Reading