This is not my own but I could not find it anywhere else. I could not find it under the orignal video I saw it from and I had learned that the orignial poster had deleted their account. In a desperate act of presevering this story which I love so much, I am posting it here on my blog in hopes of preseving it for a while longer from the inevitable void. guilliman speaks with the emperor by balamb95 » Continue Reading
I fucked up. I am at the gym, it's midday and my heart feels like it might just burst out of my chest and run a marathon, all this after just doing overhand curls. It feels so humiliating sitting on this bench, praying I don't suddenly suffer some form of carjack arrest. I was in a good mood too. Had fried vienna sausages and sunny side up eggs for breakfast, woke up early, actually got myself to ... » Continue Reading
No one told me how suicidal people in my life would be at this stage in life. I used to think it was all just teenage woes and it would all just fade out or be replaced by something milder but no, I think its even got worse even. » Continue Reading
It was an intimate moment between me and this sickly old woman-thing here in the darkness of the cold cavern and the amber hued light radiating from her flesh. She looked like a wriggling larvae, the way her worm-body writhed and bobbed in and out of the flesh coccon that held the rest of her form, the way her too-needle thin bug legs swam in the air in slowly and laboriously, like reaching and pu... » Continue Reading
Been years since I last posted here. Feels like I am typing into a cobweb-covered, dust-draped typewriter I abandoned years ago. That's pretty funny actually. I returned to this blog and this site because I feel the need to confess my thoughts. There are many other social media sites and other possible outlets surely but I feel a certain distress when using them and I don't trust people not to gos... » Continue Reading
It's foolish of me to believe that I was ready for a relationship, especcially in a polyrelationship with two women whose faces I've never seen. I need an actual relationship but I'm starting to realize i might be stunted in more ways than socially now. The fear I feel when talking to people in real life is distinct from the one I feel talking to strangers on the net. How does one get better at b... » Continue Reading
Been spending a bit of time on myself. Mostly fucking around. Maybe partly planning something. Who the hell knows. I don't, though I hope I will eventually » Continue Reading
I feel like culture is determined by how long it can remain in the minds of the population overtime (the weitgeist or world-spirit) and the key to that is to see how long it can remain in the minds of normies before the next new hip thing comes along and buries the old one as a niche interest for people who cant let go or for new kids to go full nostalgia over. Im saying this because im star... » Continue Reading
People, adult people, on my twitter timeline are unironically obsessed with skibbidi toilet because a large mass of children made it popular and now you have a bunch of adults unrionically waiting on news about the latest news on skibiddi toilet content. » Continue Reading
Developed a fever this afternoon. Slept for almost 12 hours as soon as I got home, most of the worst part of my illness is gone but i still have have an itchy throat and a clogged nose, maybe even some phlegm, but for the most part I have most of my energy back. Had a clogged and runny nose, sneezing fits yesterday too but thought my house was dusty. Turns out I was wrong. Google says I caught t... » Continue Reading
Anyone else noticing your peers taking on bigger tasks and responsibilities, get their adult shit together, notice a new mature energy that youve never seen before emminating off of them and then compare yourself to them subconciously and think "fuck I really hope Im not turning into a man child"? Just me? » Continue Reading
Havent that hard of a time on a boss in long while. Isshin was an amazing final boss and his grandson was an annoying piece of shit. Great game. I finally beat a fucking FromSoftware game. it is both cathartic and extremely sad. Like finally surpassing a goal and not knowing what to do after... I'm now in the mood to talk about FromSoftware games... » Continue Reading
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