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not an actual irl death, but a part of my existence was erased. which is really, tragically , comedic as this was the third time this has happened in my life. as mentioned in the last blog post, I've lost my account on some app I used to vent on as it EOS'd and... the other time I lost my identity, I don't know. I don't remember what I was referring to anyway, I was never the person to keep track ... » Continue Reading
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I'm not dead. I've been busy over the past few months and lacked interest to do any more postings UNTIL... i remembered this account. Eight months its been, and shit I got nothing fun to say. oh! apart from me finally landing a job, buying a PS5 and soon will buy a monitor to play games along with » Continue Reading
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drinking coffee is like drinking alcohol, except you don't get drunk and instead feel nauseated instead. dont get me wrong, though. this coffee ive been drinking helps w/ the caffine intake + energy but god, if you've ever gotten drunk and was at that point of puking, the saliva filling in your mouth and slight burn in your chest that doesn't hurt yet its there, then you would know how i feel. i f... » Continue Reading
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rip to toby man, he's not dead or anything, mans was just too controversial for spacehey and got suspended LMAO » Continue Reading
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*insert clip of Case saying, "oh buddy don't even get me STARTED ..."* As someone who struggles with ASPD, a part of me is glad that we aren't represented, and a part of me hates how we are not seen enough. Why I am glad about us not being in the spotlight is that... oh come on, we would get normalized but in a bad, attention-seeking way. I think some of you wouldn't care and like that, as any goo... » Continue Reading
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do you guys ever make poetry of your favorite person/character? cause I do so I could vent my feelings onto the lines,,, its kind of embarrassing but it makes me feel good about my work lol. I'm a bit in a scrambling mood for poetry, and I've been thinking of some poems to write while I'm at it. i might post sometime this month of my poems that i wrote. they're not professional or anything, in fac... » Continue Reading
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my dumbass forgot to tell yall on the last blog post that i read the magic tree house #16, hour of the olympics this month. when i went to barnes & noble to pick up some TMH books (10, 16, and 18), going to the kids section and looking at where the TMH books were at... i remember thinking: damn they are so THIN and that's it?? yeah, 7 year old me sure tricked me into thinking these books were long... » Continue Reading
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I nearly forgot to mention about a book review I'll be doing at the end of the year,, that is if ANYONE is still here by December. I don't even know if I'll be alive to see another birthday of mine during that time lol. My objective is to read one or more book every month, as inspired by Pewdiepie's book challenge in his recent 'Giving you guys a chance...' video, and so far I finished reading a t... » Continue Reading
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i have such a bad judgemental view nowadays with people who like any of the genres ive mentioned above. its almost like a conservative view of modern books in general; i HATE the new generation of authors. i wont lie, there may be some books out there in those genres that are done so, so well, but so far the things ive read and seen is just... ugh, ruins my view on them. » Continue Reading
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im eight years overdue for prozac, im sure ive got the right to destroy shit now. two days isn't exactly a good time to start thinking your life is entirely switched now, but its how i feel at the moment and if i dont write this all out im gonna relapse terribly. anyway, short post for today but more of an update/announcement (?) i have no idea what to call it. ill be writing here soon, dont worry... » Continue Reading
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everytime i fall into a relapse of some sort, i get so lost and angry. and so, when life's going okay, bad shit starts to happen and the i tumble all the way down to the hill i was hiking on. we're back to square one again, just same old shit that makes me think i was never really there, up at the top and happy. with aspd its much more worse. because i have this thing where i relapse into my old p... » Continue Reading
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i think its so funny to see so many ppl hate on hanabi just because she's racist and ableist. hsr fans are braindead as fuck, they never seen such an immoral character in their LIFE. i love her, i think she's quite an interesting villain, and you can like a character with controversial flaws just as long as you acknowledge them and not excuse them or indulge in them. also yes im kinda back. not re... » Continue Reading
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