nags

im eight years overdue for prozac, im sure ive got the right to destroy shit now.

two days isn't exactly a good time to start thinking your life is entirely switched now, but its how i feel at the moment and if i dont write this all out im gonna relapse terribly. anyway, short post for today but more of an update/announcement (?) i have no idea what to call it.

ill be writing here soon, dont worry, frantic did NOT abandon his writing career just yet! i just need to take a break and find solutions to my personal issues before i start posting short stories. maybe i shall get drunk on friday, im free from there and to the weekends to write. god, i need a break. mango margaritas save me....

it feels nice to write something out though, never had been using this account as much until ive hit rock bottom on the mental health. only a few eyes will ever see this post. it really feels obscure hahahaaa. maybe it'll get bad enough that ill appear on some random youtube channel like, i dont know, nexpo on his 'disturbing things from around the internet' because i couldnt shut my mouth on something. love the guy, lets hope i dont become a segment in the future though.