not too sure on what i'm gonna post. i can't say i have no idea, because that's not the case. it'll either be art drafts [or maybe a completed thing or two], progress and reporting as i play touhou, or things that i could talk about for hours but i really don't wanna inconvenience my friends as they are hearing me ramble about something they know/not care too much about. even if stated otherwise i... » Continue Reading
Oh my goodness I despise it with a passion. My statistics teacher from highschool needs a nobel peace prize for she managed to turn the nth circle of hell into heaven, easiest class ever. But college? It is the only class I have to invest time and energy in (oh no). And the wording--god the wording. I feel illiterate, unintelligent, useless, as I rack my brain trying to understand the simplest of ... » Continue Reading
First meaning being genuine sillyness. Excessive joy and/or stupidity. Second use is just a word to censor/water down/sugarcoat mental illness. I guess there are also many who use it both ways, but how often is one used over the other? Personally, I usually use silly as a way to water down my misery. » Continue Reading
πππππi don't have the strength to correct em anymore and every time i get misgendered it weakens me just a bit more. and then if i do correct em i'm seen as weird and either the acquaintances will never talk to me again or the not-so-close friends will avoid being near meππππits only a matter of waiting before i'll get T and then the changes will somewhat force em to change » Continue Reading
8/14/23 suika's theme is so good. . . anyways i am as shitty as usual maybe even more. currently on my last life. these type of games have longer encounters w/ people. ..not very beneficial for someone such as myself facepalming at how good the theme is ive given myself a headache god you ever just feel a painful level of joy for something 8/15/23 finished reimu and marisa's route. very glad that ... » Continue Reading
Not in order of newest to oldest…order would be shaiapouf, harukomakima, pumpkinman, ryoji, weirdcorebday, magicalmagus, and mikomisatofoofighters. They’re good, but also not done and I can’t see myself finishing them. » Continue Reading
it was perhaps the collaboration, or phenomena of the century that these two things mixed, and now there are so many songs. maybe there's a history or story behind it. i will be dedicating the rest of my day and more on figuring it out. after i dance to whatever premade parapara choreography has been made for it. also very beneficial since my mind likes to autoplay touhou songs as a stim of sorts... » Continue Reading