not too sure on what i'm gonna post. i can't say i have no idea, because that's not the case. it'll either be art drafts [or maybe a completed thing or two], progress and reporting as i play touhou, or things that i could talk about for hours but i really don't wanna inconvenience my friends as they are hearing me ramble about something they know/not care too much about. even if stated otherwise i... » Continue Reading
An amazing shower thought. I like to think of human relationships socializing as an Order with general rules to understand it better, remind myself on how to "act", and prevent myself from getting hurt. Not universal like the theory of gravity, more subjective like Freudian theories. Only thought of 4 articles. 1.The Permanent Rings The rings are a treasured possession of yours. Similar to a jade... » Continue Reading
poem originally created 10/31/24 at 20:35:42 Akin to leaf muscle dry, thin Wither, those connections for they Have outgrown you. Moved to bigger, smaller, better. To their partners, their comrades, their hooks. And you are hooked To her, for she is still there. When they all fall, she remains Waiting, for you to regret, regress Return. And oh, it is so cold, but she will Keep my head warm. » Continue Reading
And I'd rate it a 6/10. Passing. Gained points because I did feel "drunk". Lost points because it's a high risk, low return activity. I remember damn near everything. I was dizzy. I had a "hunch" (but not nauseous) feeling that I was gonna throw up, and such coincidental hunch was correct when I headed to the toilet a few seconds later. It felt like I could function, but I don't want to or need t... » Continue Reading
--As I think it'd be the best way to store all my artwork. Can't rely on google; some technical errors resulted in me nearly losing google one, which would've slashed way too much data to get down to 15gb. Popular SNS services censor things, and I'd hate to lose something forever because I get banned. I'm no criminal, I just like drawing gore sometimes. I'd have that freedom. My device of choice c... » Continue Reading
Oh my goodness I despise it with a passion. My statistics teacher from highschool needs a nobel peace prize for she managed to turn the nth circle of hell into heaven, easiest class ever. But college? It is the only class I have to invest time and energy in (oh no). And the wording--god the wording. I feel illiterate, unintelligent, useless, as I rack my brain trying to understand the simplest of ... » Continue Reading
8/14/23 suika's theme is so good. . . anyways i am as shitty as usual maybe even more. currently on my last life. these type of games have longer encounters w/ people. ..not very beneficial for someone such as myself facepalming at how good the theme is ive given myself a headache god you ever just feel a painful level of joy for something 8/15/23 finished reimu and marisa's route. very glad that ... » Continue Reading
Not in order of newest to oldest…order would be shaiapouf, harukomakima, pumpkinman, ryoji, weirdcorebday, magicalmagus, and mikomisatofoofighters. They’re good, but also not done and I can’t see myself finishing them. » Continue Reading
it was perhaps the collaboration, or phenomena of the century that these two things mixed, and now there are so many songs. maybe there's a history or story behind it. i will be dedicating the rest of my day and more on figuring it out. after i dance to whatever premade parapara choreography has been made for it. also very beneficial since my mind likes to autoplay touhou songs as a stim of sorts... » Continue Reading