Gem1ra

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"Feeling like Richard Ramirez"

Gym Lexapro & sobriety 🤭🤌

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Grateful you’re gone from my soul

Category: Blogging

I have no need for you.  You’ve shown your true colors. I’m burning your letter. Goodbye to Beast Boy. See you never again pictures on my MacBook. Skateboard will be a donation. But skating has no connection to you. Hi Aimee. I knew it was you.  I’m glad you’re alive. Best wishes  -Her majesty Snow3lla » Continue Reading

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Moving?? AGAIN!

Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

So not less than three months ago my mom and I moved AGAIN.. and a week from today I’ll be moving AGAIN GIRL. I’m telling you, god is with us. He is ever present. And I’m a god fearing woman. I love the lord, for he has only helped us get to better locations and price points we can afford. Now moving into a studio, somewhere I’ve been looking at for some time. God is great! Even with my credit we’... » Continue Reading

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So I’m a player?!

Category: Blogging

It’s not my fault that I just happen to attract people. Men, women and children like me. I’m not sorry🤷🏽‍♀️ But apparently that makes me a player. I’m done being as open as I’ve been in the past with the men that approach me. When I keep it real they’ll claim I’m a player or have a big head, but at least 20 men a day ask to take me out. I am like I said on my celibacy journey, until minimum Jan 20... » Continue Reading

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I’m tired

Category: Life

I’m sorry but I’m tired of people who like me feeling entitled to me. You have no say in what I do or how I live.  Stop thinking you’ll ever have a right to me. That’s a message to EVERYONE.  You only have control over yourself. » Continue Reading

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Oh no

Category: Life

Not me accepting an instagram call thinking it was you for the first 5 seconds.. come to find myself seeing A PENIS. Not zae. Yeah, no! » Continue Reading

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Wow I guess I am loved!!

Category: Blogging

To be honest, I’m done with anything that doesn’t bring me closer to my best self.. except for ice cream ofcc😊☺️ I have that junk for breakfast and dinner now to suppress any cannabis cravings.  When I’ve been in relationships I’ve been very them focused: where I would only think about what they are doing, what they are thinking about in the moment, where they could be heading in their lives. But ... » Continue Reading

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I’m over you☺️

Category: Blogging

It’s official. I believe I’ve finally grieved you out of my system. Just went to your instagram account to see you one last time, and it brought back such a grateful feeling of not having to deal with the fact that you’re still attached to that old lady. You and your best friend and old lady could go back to your weird love triangle. I’ve officially grieved both the guys I was ever even slightly a... » Continue Reading

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Dream girl??

Category: Blogging

Something about being the cute girl. Nails always done, hair put together, lashes lashing, clothes doing the thang. Now teeth jewelry? Oof. I’m becoming the Dream girl and I love it. I’m not stopping. » Continue Reading

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Tantrums

Category: Blogging

YOU DONT WANT ME YOU DONT FUCKING WANT ME. I LEFT WITHOUT ALLOWING YOU TO SAY ANYTHING. so seriously, I know you hate me.  I hate myself for doing it. I hate that I didn’t allow you the chance to stick around or leave. And now I know you just don’t fuck with the idea of me. You can’t even entertain a Meow video I sent you. And all I want to do is call you. All I want to do is hear your voice. I wa... » Continue Reading

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Mamas a racist. Sorry Z

Category: Blogging

Yeah. So his fears are just confirmed over and over as I speak with my mom.  I have love for my family but I must let go. When I get the chance to move on I’m blocking everyone and making my own life. I’ve learned there’s no shortage of people in this world. I just have to find my people.  My mom and I were talking about the past and how we are doing better now. She has the audacity to say the rea... » Continue Reading

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Hormonal? Confused! And bracelets👀🙁

Category: Blogging

Don’t mind me I’m on my period: Yes I’m a stalker. So are you, by reading my diary..🫣 no, but like I’ve been on my exs instagram on and off for the past few days and there’s only mixed emotions. I feel like I love him but he wasn’t meant for me. Like he was better off with his bestie. But I remember how he would speak of that situation and how it might’ve been over. It always seemed like there wer... » Continue Reading

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