Tantrums

YOU DONT WANT ME YOU DONT FUCKING WANT ME. I LEFT WITHOUT ALLOWING YOU TO SAY ANYTHING. so seriously, I know you hate me. 

I hate myself for doing it. I hate that I didn’t allow you the chance to stick around or leave.

And now I know you just don’t fuck with the idea of me. You can’t even entertain a Meow video I sent you. And all I want to do is call you. All I want to do is hear your voice. I want to feel you breathing near me. It feels like I’m asking for too much and not enough at the same time. 

How do I show how sorry I am? Truly, the only way is to isolate. :(

I’m on punishment of myself by myself. 

I want you. I will never stop wanting to be in your presence. Which is why I offered to pay you, but I’m not that funded.

Ugh. 

Why won’t you meow back???