So I’m a player?!

It’s not my fault that I just happen to attract people. Men, women and children like me. I’m not sorry🤷🏽‍♀️

But apparently that makes me a player. I’m done being as open as I’ve been in the past with the men that approach me. When I keep it real they’ll claim I’m a player or have a big head, but at least 20 men a day ask to take me out. I am like I said on my celibacy journey, until minimum Jan 2025 but it’s looking like dec 2025 tbh! Doesn’t mean I’d be done hanging out with folks. Girls just don’t gravitate towards me unless they are gay or bi🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️ so I’ll be platonically hanging out with folks. 

I will say though I need a week or two of solitude soon. There has been sooo much interactions lately. The overwhelming energies that surround me can’t be masked by the Lexapro. People feeling upset at the idea of other guys flirting in front of them feels taxing because I don’t give a fuck. 

I need to get my pto up. My debt paid. And the girls are going to Disney. My mami, grandma and me🙃🙃.

I’ll continue to be liked. It’s a woman’s world. We all know it, but men’s ego is so fragile that we have to keep the truth away from them🫢