"jeff wambolt my beloved♡"
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Category: Writing and Poetry
so what gives? you joke and poke about taboo topics, yet you think people who do that won't be affected? are you retarded? are you fucking stupid? did you think no one in this class does shit? i give you the benefit of the doubt. i think that maybe you just don't know a person who hurts herself is in this class and sits right behind the lot of you. and that she in all her sensitive glory overreact... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
it's as if my worth is based on material objects. what i give to you is only what i am to you. and i dare not to burst your bubble, for if i do you would turn on me and my party. "but it doesn't matter to me" i would cope. "what i give to you is what i am, and what you are is what you give to me." but it bears my conscience that you were so vindictive of me before i gave you what you wanted. and y... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
At times, you could hold a cold water bottle to a rotting patch of my skin and i would have burned all pain receptors on it--and i don't feel anything. my condolences to normalcy, i feel I've burnt more than my pain receptors. i wish i weren't so meek. i wish i knew what they thought of me. i wish they knew what i thought of them. i wish they knew what I'd do when i crouch over the school's toilet... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
these fucking popular boys in my class who make fun of me seem so fun to play with. and i know for sure i cant play with them cus they call me names and mock me so much. im so pissed, i used to be friends with one of them until they drove me out. im so pissed, im so pissed, im so pissy about this. i have my own friends, but they seem so fun, and im so pissed. they're rehearsing as a band and one o... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
these popular kids in my class make fun of me and my friend group. idk what to do, i try to fight back as in making fun of them too in moments of when they're the ones being humiliated but they--in turn, make fun of me more. i stay quiet but my stomach hurts. i end up going to the bathroom to self-harm, to distract how much it hurts. i just wanted to be friends with everyone. i want everyone to ca... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
NYEAHHHHHH ik barely any nu metal is in standard tuning, but im really trying to learn guitar and my school's music club teacher says not to fuck around with the tuning on my electric guitar cus its not that ez to tune it back(cus he and i r too lazy lols). most ik is deftones' adrenaline, and in around the fur stephen uses half-step down for Dai The Flu and Mascara(which i can just use with stand... » Continue Reading
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