to your former state of none

so what gives? you joke and poke about taboo topics, yet you think people who do that won't be affected? are you retarded? are you fucking stupid? did you think no one in this class does shit? i give you the benefit of the doubt. i think that maybe you just don't know a person who hurts herself is in this class and sits right behind the lot of you. and that she in all her sensitive glory overreacts to the slightest of insults, direct or not. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. i hate you. i hope you feel my pain and times by 2. i hate you. i fucking hate you. i hope you bleed to death by me. by me, and by my blade. and by my judgement. and by all the scabs you gave me yourself, i hope you feel pity. pity and regret. pity, and regress to your former state of unknown. to your former state of none. so even the universe tries its hardest to not acknowledge you. 

And forgive my lost soul God, for i made such a deep cut.