"Questioning my life choices.. "
Mentally Overwhelmed, Emotionally Fâ¨cked
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Category: Life
I was checking my "spam folder" on Facebook ( I don't even know why I even bother keeping that account, as I really cannot stand the company or the CEO ) and saw I had a message from my Narcissistic Mother.. "Happy Birthday" - Mom Friday, at 1:15AM There wasn't a "stomach dropping" feeling or even any profound emotion. I just stared own at the message and felt ambivalent. I haven't spoken to her i... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
When you're on a healing journey and have been unpacking a lot of trauma, in order to do shadow work. A lot of things can crop up. Especially when you asked for your path to be cleared - things will become overwhelming until the dust settles. That's been my life for the past three years. I've been working on myself. Trying my best to sort out my feelings and figure out who I am as a person. I've e... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
It'd be funny of it wasn't so damned true. » Continue Reading
Category: Pets and Animals
My Dog, someone that is far more than just a pet - he's been my companion and friend for ten years has cancer. He's dying in a similar manner that my » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Have not been keeping up with my journal - as the chronic pain flare ups have left me overwhelmed. I feel kind of low emotionally over it. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I started keeping a journal. After 14 years, I am writing down my private thoughts. Where no one can read them. It's weird that I feel safe enough and "stable" enough to do this. I am slowly moving towards healing - and this has been a huge step for me. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I wanna do something with my hair, but I've been trying to leave it alone and not fuck with it. My Fiancé got me shampoo/condition and a hair care serum that is slowly repairing my hair and helping it to grow. So if I fuck with it, it'll set back the progress. It really sucks that I can't do shit to it, aside from shaving the sides, because it gets too hot down here. All the curls are coming back,... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I've had the worst cluster migraine for the last few days, and it's honestly mentally/emotionally draining me. Nothing has touched it, and I'd prefer not to touch my migraine meds if I don't have to because without insurance it's going to be a MINUTE until I can get more. If it wasn't for the brain damage I got as a toddler, I wouldn't have to endure this shit every single day. But hey, that's wha... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Hi, you can either call me "Moss" or "UnSleep". I'm 33, unfortunately I exist and have to deal with life and her bullshit. This journey of mine has taken me through many sectors, but I've found footing in the fact that I'm "Genderqueer" and a Lesbian. I don't play by the rules of Gender. Nope. Most days, I enjoy being feminine. I'll wear skirts, tank tops and show off the goods. Because I enjoy it... » Continue Reading
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