Haven't posted an update in a while, it's just boring lol Already talked AB that trip I was supposed to go that I ultimately cancelled and then lied that I'd start school earlier so oops can't go. Anyway they have sent the emails ab my lessons calendar And. My. Fucking god. Okay the classes that start in October I have three. One on like, Monday.hours? 6 pm- 8 pm. Now. I mentioned this too many t... » Continue Reading
It's at the end of the month so no I haven't gone yet but basically I was supposed to be all the days with this basically aunt okay. Cus she didn't have work for a month or smth. Then few days ago she's like oh actually I found a job so well be together on the weekends. We already did the plane tickets. Okay it's moneyyyy. Which means that I'm gonna get there on a Saturday, we spend less than tha... » Continue Reading
Can't these bitches be normal 14 y.o.s and read anime yaoi on Wattpad instead of doing gore bullshit? Wtf is wrong with kids these days lol. Go do your algebra homework or play Roblox idfk lmao. It's giving edgelord prepubescent redditor. The world is full of ideas to get the attention they clearly want to receive, ideas that don't involve making it everybody else's problem, so stupid. And then th... » Continue Reading
When I'm full of school work and have been following the routine I feel so sick of it and I'm just dragging myself to the next week and feel exhausted and tired and overwhelmed But when I DONT have school work I don't have a routine and I just stay all day in my room and in the summer it's too hot to go anywhere and I have no one to go out with or no place to go. All activities that I crave when I... » Continue Reading
I think the worst is the fact that I wasn't seen as "the weird kid" at 12 or smth. I was shy but that's it. It's s the fact that the others are not mean, they never were, they never will, deep down I know that I'm hard to deal with, I have problems and I just burn the ground around me. I'm left alone and it's primarily always my fault. I'm the perpetrator of my own misery and the mistakes I make... » Continue Reading
realized that like ya. i wont ever be able to have a significatn friendship because of how i am. and for the same reasons ill never have a relationship either + im ace so the chances are even slimmer. like sometimes i wanna be a bit away from myself. it's how i know nobody coudl really handle this mess. and i could never be able to hold people the right way and take care of them in a healthy way. ... » Continue Reading
Idk if I mentioned this before but getting to know new people, "becoming friends" always brings me this insane amount of excitement. I get extremely fascinated by that person of group of. I think about them, think about things I could say, think about when can we see each other next time, just the most excited need to be more in their company But then it's like I get used to them. And it's not ex... » Continue Reading
As I already said these past few weeks I've been going to uni to work on this final project I gotta present at the end of the year, end of this month to be precise and like. I finished all the lettering and line art and lil fixes and I literally just have to complete one lil part and then I'm done and just gotta print it? Uh? It feels like I didn't do enough? I'm a huge procrastinator, I'm used t... » Continue Reading
Half of it is either bait or people being literally the most awfully conservative they can be like omfg I wanna get gifs websites without having to scroll past homophobic bullshit, this websites need a tiny bit of moderation, there's hateful stuff that has been posted 20 and more days ago and no way nobody reported it based on the replies to the posts » Continue Reading