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Project? Basically finished? Uh?

As I already said these past few weeks I've been going to uni to work on this final project I gotta present at the end of the year, end of this month to be precise and like. I finished all the lettering and line art and lil fixes and I literally just have to complete one lil part and then I'm done and just gotta print it? Uh? It feels like I didn't do enough? 

I'm a huge procrastinator, I'm used to finish shit one day before or just not finish it at all and this time I actually worked consistently, majority of the week for multiple weeks, unmedicated, feeling so fucked and isolated and wrong and now it's almost done and I feel like that means I haven't done enough? It wasn't complex enough? 

I worked digitally, that's a huge advantage, it's kind of the easy way tbh. Even easier cus I've worked digitally before. Other classmates haven't. I have a hard time with watercolors so I didn't took that route like many others are doing instead. It's kind of a coward thing. yes Photoshop is a pain in the ass but it's just the evil version of my sweet clip studio paint. 

At the end there wasn't anything challenging ab this work, and honestly I have a pretty slow hand, if I was faster this would have been done in even less time. I feel like I took all the easy ways.  The subjects didn't require extensive study of anatomy or anything. The style itself is pretty flat, the use of colours was extremely limited, my palette is basically black, white and red. No lights and shades, flat style.

Having in mind all these things... Is it really enough? As a final project of the year? Did I do enough? Did I work enough? How much is my work worth? Would I deserve the approvals of the profs knowing all these things? Is it actually good? 

Have I done enough?

Am I enough?

Do I deserve it?


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