Depression just doesn't work

When I'm full of school work and have been following the routine I feel so sick of it and I'm just dragging myself to the next week and feel exhausted and tired and overwhelmed

But when I DONT have school work I don't have a routine and I just stay all day in my room and in the summer it's too hot to go anywhere and I have no one to go out with or no place to go. All activities that I crave when I'm busy doing other stuff suddenly are all boring and unappealing. No game seems fun playing, not even fucking TikTok is interesting to scroll, literally the fucking definition of short term serotonin release.

So like. I just never feel okay. In both scenarios. And idk what to do. Tomorrow I gotta go out to buy some materials cus I need to diy folders for an art presentation. But after that thing at the end of this month, I have nothing to do august and September.  I don't wanna rot in bed, deep in the worst depressive episode but I literally. Don't fucking know what I'm gonna do.

Today I have nothing to do and I'm so fucking. Bored. It's driving me mad.