What has been happening

Haven't posted an update in a while, it's just boring lol 

Already talked AB that trip I was supposed to go that I ultimately cancelled and then lied that I'd start school earlier so oops can't go.

Anyway they have sent the emails ab my lessons calendar

And. My. Fucking god. Okay the classes that start in October I have three. One on like, Monday.hours? 6 pm- 8 pm.

Now. I mentioned this too many times. My last. Train. To get my ass home. Is at 20:40. The bus takes 20 minutes on a good day without taking in the fact I gotta change bus and so wait for another one. And the fact that if you're not in the mfing train station at exactly 20 mins before the train starts, you're. Not gonna find a decent mfing seat.

Then there's the hours of train. And then the walk home. Basically I fucking get back home at 10 fucking pm because of a two (2) fucking hour lesson

Oh but I haven't mentioned the ones on Thursday!

14:30-17:00 and 17:30-20:00

Can't you feel my excitement? Did I mention the first one is watercolor and the second one digital so I have to bring both all the fucking brushes and palette but also the bag for my computer n shit? CANT. YOU FEEL MY EXCITEMENT. TO WALK HOME. IN THE DEAD OF THE FUCKING NIGHT. WINTER TIMES. 

THE ONLY FUCKING DUMBASS OF MY CLASS THAT HAS TO EXCUSE MYSELF FROM CLASSES TEN MINUTES EARLY BECAUSE UNLIKE EVERYONE ELSE WITH THEIR STUPID CARS AND LIFE IN THE CITY AND DADDY THAT PAYS FOR THEIR FUCKING APARTMENT. I HAVE TO DICTATE MY EVERY MINUTE BY CALCULATING IF ILL BE FUCKING BE ABLE TO GET BACK HOME AT A REASONABLE HOUR?

I should have tried finding an online school. God I should have done that. This is horrible. I hate this. Nobody told me between summers from first to second grade I had to start looking for a fucking house that is not more than an hour fucking away.

"based on yada yada and to fix some overlapping hours this is the new updated schedule" yk where you gotta fucking put those overlapping hours? 

I do. I do have the slightest hope that somehow it gets. Better. It gets update to be better. But it's not a lot. And. Honestly I'm gonna miss the fucking waking up at 6 am cus at least. After a while the sun would come out. Not go down before my class even starts.

Other than that not rlly anything else to report. I've just been rotting. Barely drawing even tho I'd should have dedicate the summer to practice. And joined an art server. Ugh. This is everything from fucking now, peace.