fuck. 11/4

theyre giving us so many classes and fucking assignments to do. i dont even know what to prioritize. i dont have the physical time to do all this shit. this is supposed to prepare me for jobs? ill be miserable. i dont have the energy. i cant do this for the rest of time. i just dont have it in me. i cant do enough. im not enough. i feel like im one crack away from breaking.

im a broken machine. and i tried to fix myself but im not strong enough to do it. and so i try to work imperfectly. but i cant handle it. im breaking even more.