played a oneshot a few days ago....man it's so fun. I'm so glad I started playing hehe it's like....a passion atp and it helps with my creativity. the oneshot got me back into writing my own campaign!!! it's very homebrew, a lot going on tbh but I love creating my own world so much. currently I'm writing a couple gods:3, I stole a few from canon d&d but I just couldn't help myself, I had to make m... » Continue Reading
i went to my first doctor's appointment since turning 18! yay! i actually felt scared about it because it was very unexpected and my chronic illness had been acting up for days. I had no clue if i'd even make it, but I powered through. I went in by myself for the first time, and i was expecting my regular doctor (an elderly woman), but instead this young guy and a student doctor (also a man) came ... » Continue Reading
i have like...4 friends (only one irl) and I want more online friends but I feel like i made the friends I have by luck, so I just don't really know how to go about it » Continue Reading
im suddenly thinking about the descendants movies a lot right now. I remember being there when the first movie aired and I just loved them as a kid. my favorite was Jay which tracks with my taste in men these days lol, but I think I'm gonna rewatch them. it feels kinda cringe as an 18 year old dude now, but you know. cringe but free. I watched hikeilokei's videos on them today and it's funny like... » Continue Reading
i gotta come up with more creative names for my entries. it's been a mix of good and bad the last couple days. I left my computer charger at my dad's house and there isn't a lot I enjoy doing on my phone, so I was pretty bored for a few days. yesterday I was meant to go to dungeons and dragons, which I was really looking forward to as we had to skip the last couple of sessions (my dm is a college... » Continue Reading
last night I watched butch cassidy and the sundance kid, and I really enjoyed it. I found it actually quite funny, and sundance was especially charming to me. today, I went to some antique stores with my family, and I ended up buying a tiny copper cowboy hat and a sign that says 'cowboys welcome', which was a bit inspired by the movie, but I also just like cowboys. it was the first time I've gone ... » Continue Reading
ive been reminded of this website twice in the past monthish, so I think that's a sign I should return here and revamp my account. it pained me to delete 15 yr old me's writings, but I want everything to be up to date. the theme stays though, because I find it very funny. I'd like to use this as an actual online journal, as opposed to my Tumblr account where I feel more (nonexistent) pressure to s... » Continue Reading
i love watching stuff on my computer with my cat on my chest cuz he gets so entertained by all the colors on the screen i luv him so muchhh /ᐠ。ꞈ。ᐟ\ » Continue Reading