so, i thought i was doing good. mentally i mean. but my girlfriend gave me this, half, kindhearted 'lecture'. i really thought i was doing ok. it started cuz i sleep alot. this isnt new. ive always needed a more than decent amount of sleep. but they started saying once i get another job i wont be able to nap like i usually do. i dont know what provoked this. she also said me sleeping so much is ag... » Continue Reading
So I was thinking back to when I was about 16? It was an intensely lonely time in my life which resulted in me maladaptive daydreaming constantly. Fictional characters talking to me, waking me up, helping me sleep, making food with me, getting dressed, showers, schoolwork. Every waking moment I spent interacting with characters and people I saw, felt and heard. I don’t remember exactly what stoppe... » Continue Reading
So a family friend recently got invited into a coven, and I’m very happy for her! My question is, how does someone find a coven near them? Nonetheless one to join? How do you join a coven? Do you have to be friends with someone already in the coven? I’m just curious » Continue Reading
Ok. so I'm driving to my partner's, and I see something roll in the road.. it was a fucking cat. so I pull over and sprint to him, grabbing him and running back to my house. he's panting and bleeding, but very much alive. my sister and I ran him to an emergency vet.. and he got the bare minimum (I'm broke asf) but I'm happy to say Mewtwo is sleeping very soundly and comfortably behind me. we don'... » Continue Reading
I don't know if I belive theres a higher power. I'm sure there must be. that we're some little ant farm or such, but I am sure humanity needs religion. we need someone to look to, to know what's wrong, to complain and vent to. to blame. god is mean, but so are we. you can love them or hate them, but no matter what they'll be present. I don't believe in god, but I want to. we don't want to suffer b... » Continue Reading
I dont think my meds are doing what they should. (im on prozac) and sure im not sad, but im definitely not happy. i need to feel bad. to hurt and cry but i cant with my medicine. i dont know what i need. i want to feel the pain again. to float aimlessly in the river again. to sniffle and cry as i dig my feet into the dirt. i don't want to romanticize sadness or depression. thats not at all what i... » Continue Reading
OK!! So I’ve got this super cool coworker, they they were kinda like my work dad, and they’re like ‘hey, there’s this show goin on, you should totally come’ and obvi I’m like YESS- So I hit up my darling partner and I’m like ‘hey, I know we might be out kinda late, but do you wanna go with me?’ And they’re like ‘absolutely LOL’ So we get there and it’s like, the last hour of the show, and we got t... » Continue Reading
Alright, I’m just gon be gushin for a few xD They’re… just… fucking amazing. Victorian lesbian type relationship yk? We’re just… *really* good friends~ They’re a total nerd (in the cutest way possible), it’s so sweet!! Imagine like… an omnipotent fog eldritch horror, that’d also a beautiful robot princess… does that make sense?… we go up to the woods every weekend and just… hang out, it’s so nice.... » Continue Reading
ok ok, so long story short I'm 17 and homeschooled so I never really got to do fun high school teenage things... Until today >:3 So I don't have very many friends but I am very thankful for the ones I do have. So I've got this abandoned convent near me that my friend and I wander around (we've never gone in cuz 1. it's scary af, and 2. the doors are always locked.) So we're doing our normal walk ... » Continue Reading