Uagh

I feel like a failure? But in a weird way. I keep trying my hardest, and I have a new job and I’m working really hard. But keep getting sick, and too anxious and too sick again? Idk. I really feel like I’m trying my hardest but it’s not enough? I feel like my manger is annoyed with me and shit like that :P I know she’s not. I know I’m just in my head. I just keep getting sick and my anxiety is so bad :( I keep taking my meds but damn