"𝘊𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘉𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘳"
She/Her, 5teen, USA
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Category: Life
Haunt That's the term I have for him. Its funny how a person with the same flesh and bones as I, can make me feel like I want to fall apart. How a person with same flesh and bones as I, Can say things I would never say another. How he can make me lose trust in many, make me want to runaway from my skin, from life. The way I sat there and let him hurt me because part of me thought the nice words he... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
"Shes Crazy, Shes Bipolar" No. Shes suffering, shes suffering in a broken world who cannot understand her rage, who cannot understand her words so she suffers, Until it all breaks. Until shes starts screaming, crying and never wanting to wake up again. But no... shes just crazy. People only see what they want to see, not the overwhelmed mind that cant breath and cannot handle another day. "Its yo... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Imagine this, Its 3:47Am and I am slowly giving up, slowly giving up hope. Today I sat with the music and my mind and found comfort in it all, comfort in feeling nothing. Found myself slowly accepting the emptiness. Who knows, I still feel obviously but I guess I have just run out of pain. No more tears left to cry as people may say. I'm giving certain things in my life one last shot and after t... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Good Enough? Why am I who I am? Why Cant I do anything right? I gave everything I had to you and I still wasnt enough. Im not enough for my family, ive always been a mistake, a mistake that they focus every little issue on no matter how long ago it was. To gauge my eyes out, to bleed out oh what i'd do just to escape this pain. To be worthy of someone. For someone to love me how I love them. A ad... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
3:01am 2/12/23 I really am fucking trying. Sometimes even with everyone around I just feel alone. I just want to cry. I am doing my best but my best isnt good enough. It will never been good enough. I will never be good enough. For my family, my friends, myself. I've been clean for maybe a m... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
What do I want my future to look like? 2/7/23 I guess I've thought about it for awhile, At first I wanted Luxury… Money. But now, Now I know. How I know I know is because I can see it. When I close my eyes, I see a future that I want so badly. Would I love to be a stay at home mother? Yes, will I be granted that ch... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Trust Me, Im Healing. I know I am but I cant help but note how sometimes... I sit there with myself and feel my soul fading, my soul dying even when everyone's around. I'm happier then I used to be but even when your on your way to being 100%, But when your diagnosed with Depression and BPD does that feeling ever really go away? Im sober now, No drinking, No smoking, No self harm. Fighting my pa... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
People venture far and wide for the meaning of life, but as a 14 yr old girl I'm starting to think maybe I've found it or atleast a part of it. The meaning of Life? I think that the meaning of life is to not only enjoy it but do everything in your power to make you, yourself happy. If you make a so called mistake and end up on the floor in tears. Remember that every "mistake" is actually a exper... » Continue Reading
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