My future

 What do I want my future to look like?                                                                                    2/7/23

I guess I've thought about it for awhile, At first I wanted Luxury… Money. But now, Now I know. How I know I know is because I can see it. When I close my eyes, I see a future that I want so badly. Would I love to be a stay at home mother? Yes, will I be granted that chance? Most likely not. 

  In my future I see a Light Blue House, One Level, Wood Floor. A nice neighborhood where kids can play and grow up, A nice yard with a drive way. Two kids, A daughter and A son if possible. I really want a son but women run in my side of the family. A nice living room, with a modest tv, Coffee table, and a nice adjustable couch. Animals, many animals, Maybe its a farm house, and most definitely two dogs for both the kids and us to play with.  A little spot for the records and a record player and speakers. A nice kitchen for if I ever learn how to cook. Fingers crossed. Two separate bed rooms for the kids, obviously that would take time so one can be a guest bedroom for the mean time and the other can be an office. A garage. Master bedroom that has space for a desk if necessary. Back yard.. Swing set, Patio with nice chairs and a table. Fire pit that will most likely never get used. Lights across the patio. 

  So yea, when I close my eyes, I see that as my future. But that's one expensive future and this is only 2023.