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"Crazy"

"Shes Crazy, Shes Bipolar"

No. Shes suffering, shes suffering in a broken world who cannot understand her rage, who cannot understand her words so she suffers, Until it all breaks. Until shes starts screaming, crying and never wanting to wake up again. But no... shes just crazy. People only see what they want to see, not the overwhelmed mind that cant breath and cannot handle another day. 

"Its your life, Fix it yourself"

If nobodys listening how can you fix it, if all their doing is writing down your words on a clip board and giving you drugs to mute your emotions. How do you fix it yourself? How do fix the cards you were given, the mental establishment you were born with? How am I supposed to fix that. I can quiet it, maintain it, but it wont go away. Sure, Get mad when I cry but dont get mad when those tears turn into violence, and hatred just because you wouldnt listen when she was screaming, crying for help.

"Bipolar, your bipolar. You just get so mad for no reason"

No reason? Maybe the reason has been there all along but you werent listening even we she told you to, maybe thats why she said the things she said. Maybe that why she lost it. But if you dont think the things she says doesnt haunt her at night, your mistaken. Because with every hate for another person comes with a little to alot of hate for herself. Sitting in bed, in the dark. Just thinking. About how much, she hates herself.

Just thinking about how these thoughts never go away, yet come to surface when things get rougher. Instead of being buried in a casket 6ft under, they regenerate to haunt your thoughst when your life feels like its collapsing.

"Crazy" isnt real. "Crazy" is a label people put on things, they refuse to understand. "Crazy" is a label they put on people, who are going through it. Either in their mind or in their world.

"Crazy" Is a term people put on others when those people cant understand their own emotions so act impulsively. 

So, Next time.. Are they Crazy? or do they just need to talk and for someone to really listen and connect with their feelings.


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