i want to tear you apart limb from limb dissect you down to your foundations and study every intricacy you hold i want to understand you from the inside out in the temple of your body i beg at your steps your gravel tears my flesh, begging me to leave but how could I abandon you? » Continue Reading
When did your touch become so bleak your eyes see everything but what you seek Coldness arises from your hand in mine and I do my best to exude the warmth I know you need What I need I think I've earned You made me wait my turn And all I want is what I gave in return Nothing you could say could turn me away I'd give everything to love you but that's not enough to stay I wanna feel your love coursi... » Continue Reading
hello, I am once again high and am putting my thoughts on the internet it's so strange how we replaced our human need for socialization with the internet. we gather in forums, servers, chatrooms and messenger mechanisms to sustain our need for interaction. i think it's a good thing, we are branching out and finding things and people we otherwise wouldn't have known. however, i wanna know what lif... » Continue Reading
i started smoking za again recently, and I'm gonna be blurbing all my thots here because why not lol. whenever i got into my permastoned phases in life, i always find myself gravitating towards the whole vaporwave aesthetic. i like the slowed down synthpop music, the bright colors, and the graphics that come along with it. i know most would look down upon the re-done statue of david who looks lik... » Continue Reading
I don't want to ask for it, but I know that if I don't I'm not going to get it. I shouldn't ask for it, but then again I'm not sure. Things are different this time around, and I am genuinely so lost. There are so many different directions I could go and I don't want to mess this up. Not this time, not with him. I love him. » Continue Reading
forward: there's gonna be a mention of drugs, more specifically pills. you have been warned. I was in 8th grade, chillin on the grass with my friend. My friend looks at me and hands me this brown glass bottle with square shaped white pills and tells me to hold them. I decide take one, then started playing with another pill in my hand. My friend then takes the bottle back, takes one, and she start... » Continue Reading
for you I was a slave but all to you I was a game something again for you to tame and now I'm to blame though you're long gone I'm still right here I'm not going anywhere, in case you need me again disposable love, disposable people use me once, throw me away it's the way things go nowadays no one loves, no one stays context; this guy I used to fw » Continue Reading