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my brains thoughts

Category: Blogging

    I'm high and I thought it would be a fun idea to write some of the thoughts in my brain. First of all, where the fuck are the engines of the flat nosed school busses ?? Imma look it up on google rq.Okay so apparently they can be in the front or the back which still doesn't make sense to me because there is no room on the back of the school busses for an engine, theres just a window in the back... » Continue Reading

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drinking

Category: Blogging

My case manager said to me that people drink because it tastes good and not to get drunk. Thats bullshit right ? I feel like the majority of people definitely drink to get drunk. I feel like it's lowk a waste of alcohol to drink without getting drunk but maybe that's jst me. Do yall drink jst cuz it tastes good ?   » Continue Reading

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being sad is dumb asf

Category: Blogging

The seasons changing is such a reality check. I'm like 'o shit its colorful and chilly outside' but then it makes me freak out a little bit cuz where tf did all that time go ? Maybe I'm just high but writing something down and then looking at it later, isn't it so weird that its not the time you wrote it down anymore ? once you write something down you will never be in the moment you wrote it down... » Continue Reading

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morphing into a nerd bruh

Category: Books and Stories

I haven't been one to read since my grade seven straight A student phase, but now I'm in the psych ward and all I have to do around here is read. It's actually scary cuz I kid u not I've read thirteen books in less than two weeks. Genuinely freaks me out, but it makes my mum happy so thats good ig  » Continue Reading

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feeling bleh (tw)

Category: Writing and Poetry

  How come feeling things feels so wrong? I'll be sobbing my eyes out over something shitty, and then I stop because crying gave me the ick. It's so fucking stupid bruh, i could be about to shoot myself and then think to myself how cringe it would be to be found dead. I think im doomed to be uncomfortable with everything forever. I can't do anything without grossing myself out and its bad. » Continue Reading

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complaining about things that dont matter

Category: Writing and Poetry

    I go onto my fathers computer to do work, but the majority of the time I just come onto here instead. Hopefully he doesn't find out cuz he can be a pain in the ass. "i better not seen that you've been taking to ur little friends on my comuter" -my father.     The other day he came into my room while I was on call and and starting yelling at me about how often I do nothing. I was too high to ta... » Continue Reading

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Depression&Obsession

Category: Writing and Poetry

   I don't know what to do anymore. All my days are blurring together and the only time people acknowledge me it is to comment on how disgusting my habits and addictions are. They've already drilled it into my head that im a worthless failure, I don't know why they have to keep shouting it.    I sleep all the time to distract myself from how excruciatingly slow the days have been scraping along. A... » Continue Reading

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scary story time?TW

Category: Life

Today something scary asf fuck happened to me and my friend phoenix. We r staying at my beach house for a few days and its a very busy place filled with tourists and lots of overpriced shops, and we were walking around looking for something to do when we found a bunch of 420 related stickers. We started following the stickers, taking pictures of them, and picking up extras. Once we had walking for... » Continue Reading

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Emergency Intercom

Category: Podcast

If yall r looking for a funny asf podcast that feels like a mental break (in a good way) lemme put u on. Emergency Intercom is a podcast on youtube and other streaming platforms, and usually its just full of enya and drew making shit up and helping u cope with ur trauma with questionable humor. Emergency Intercom has got to be my favorite parasocial relationship and its freeeee yay! » Continue Reading

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