feeling bleh (tw)

  How come feeling things feels so wrong? I'll be sobbing my eyes out over something shitty, and then I stop because crying gave me the ick. It's so fucking stupid bruh, i could be about to shoot myself and then think to myself how cringe it would be to be found dead. I think im doomed to be uncomfortable with everything forever. I can't do anything without grossing myself out and its bad.