Just deleted my fucking blog entry by accident. Ermm so ANYWAY enneagrammer universe typed me as a SP/SO 974(136), and it was surprising and devastating but also pleasant, and I'm going to talk about it instead of attempting to write creatively like I want. 9w1 news 1 is a hell number never comfortable number Aw, it's nice of them to type me as 9w1 This makes sense, and I'm ashamed I spent two yea... » Continue Reading
My very dedicated fans will know at this point that I only show up when I have some short-term, random insomnia. Are you sp/so? Keep a spreadsheet about yourself. Life-changing. Sometimes I just open the spreadsheet and stare at it a little while. Also these updates to the spacehey layout are super dope. No I will not be touching them as of right now. Um but yeah. And if you're not sp/so but (re... » Continue Reading
THERE IS JUST LOADS OF SUPEREGO ON MY BLOG "lazy" "procrastinating" "every comment I'll get 100 xp on duolingo" but I feel as though I'm a 9w8 because of my sluggishness and stubborness and qualities of rejection. I'm also just super sloppy and don't appear like my 9w1 peers (who I am relentlessly jealous of), and can't stand to live by an organized, successful "aesthetic » Continue Reading
(I don't know for sure that I'm a 964 but replace 964ness with a raging victim complex) I have all of these good things and privileges . hmm sorry I just experienced a massive wave of self-loathing. anyway I have all of these good things and privileges but I will literally fabricate memories and emotions to fit my cute victim complex 🤷♀️ » Continue Reading
I'm like aesthetically jerking off. I'm on an aesthetic high. caught up in a dream I had last night about having a mental breakdown and not getting a chance to have a break. but some part of me kind of likes being smothered in some sense, all of the stimuli feels like a lot, but it's addicting to feel my own resistance against it. » Continue Reading
- "vacation bible school" ayesha erotica this was the first ayesha song I listened to and I hated it but recently I found it very heartfelt... - "thos moser" food house though any food house song has been good - "eat" poppy » Continue Reading
- - - - - - - ok so that was clickbait you just got #pranked. but also this was partially true. my brain has given me access to low-grade but very real, all-consuming nostalgia from 2015 (not related to spacehey LOL, started before I remembered this). I don't think this will last long but I can sit on the couch and think that I am nine and it's pretty chill. anyway I love » Continue Reading
IT LITERALLY ONLY TOOK A SHORT GOOGLE SEARCH LOL I found the image It's of a band but yeah even today it makes me feel sick. what's the dude on the right doing. actually kind of silly in retrospect anyway I'm STUPID don't come for me here is Fang's blog: htt » Continue Reading
the format of spacehey is giving me major nostalgia of Fang's blog from Maximum Ride. I was only able to look up the link in like 2016, and I think the blog was deleted/discontinued by that time, but somehow I think I found a replication of the site. maybe I'm remembering it all wrong. ok doing some #digging and apparently I've visited wiki page multiple times and I don't remember lol. last access... » Continue Reading
because if not then that is LITERALLY so embarrassing and I was going to say embarrassing for me but it would actually just be embarrassing for you. anyway CRINGE. BARF 🤮🤮🤮 PLEASE do not view my profile on mobile I know it's cringe but IT MEANS SOMETHING DIFFERENT ON DESKTOP. You wouldn't understand but yeah whatever so anyway I'm over it also sidenote does anyone else remember that time in 2010-2... » Continue Reading