"Discovered BPD"
Always confused:D
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Why don't you shut up?, you are constantly running on and on about things that shouldn't matter. Things that shouldn't bug us. Why don't you stop overthinking for just a moment and rest? You constantly keep me awake at night, you don't let me focus on my work , you don't even allow me to remember important things because of all your nagging. "What did he mean by that""were they being sarcastic"" d... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
If I vented would you push me away? If I shared with you my most inner thoughts? What am I supposed to do with all these emotions. I want to just end it all. Why can't I just shut off. Is there anyway to lift this weight of my chest? Can't I just hold you and completely drift... Drift away from everything. No thoughts behind my eyes. Just emotions I cannot drive... Why? Why must I be this way. I w... » Continue Reading
Category: Books and Stories
I haven't drawn in a while and I really want to start it up again, I have an idea for a character but I'm not really sure how I should make them look. Their background starts with a terrible childhood where he never knew his parents and he grew up in a box in the middle of a forest, where the animals would bring him food and taught him how to scavenge for it. He is able to read and speak English d... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Recently my eyes have been twitching extremely and uncontrollably, I have been told by friends and family that it may be due to stress. I don't feel stressed but I have noticed a change in my mood. For context I balance early college work, high school, home chores, and my job all together. So it does make sense that it's some internal stress. I am not too sure about it though since like I said bef... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It's been a few months since I have written on here. I don't really know if anyone cares or not but I'd like to catch ya'll up on the events that have occurred. I no longer have a job do to some unfair treatment that happened, I was fired for complaining to a manager about a coworker that made me uncomfortable, they took her side. After that I called the supervisor and explained to her what had ha... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
How am I supposed to have fun at the family trip YOU planned when first of all you couldn't even make it on time second yelled at me and threatened to beat the shit out of me and then acted like nothing was wrong and thirdly didn't even give me time to go on rides and lastly you still wanted to leave early from the rodeo you wanted to go to not me. I couldn't enjoy what I wanted to do and not even... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Oh my dear heart you've been through so much and are still going through a lot. I am sorry for all the abuse you have been through. I am sorry my dear heart for letting the bad people get to you. I am sorry my dear heart for putting you through so many burdens. I am sorry for leaving you in many pieces. I am sorry for all the shit you have to endure. I thank you my dear heart for pulling through a... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I can't bare the heavy feeling in my chest, it feels as though the world is crashing down on me. Why? I stay calm and do what I am told yet I am still stressed.Why? I don't ask for much yet they still can't do what I do ask for.Why? I don't go off on them anymore and I stay intact yet they still disrespect me. Why? I do so much and yet they still can't do the littlest thing for me.Why? I don't und... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
GREETINGS & SALUTATIONS!!! What I am looking for: I am trying to find new friends to socialize a bit more. I am also looking for people that have some of the same interests as me. Preferably ages 14-25 ik ik what a huge age gap but I get along with everyone:v. If you are a part of the LGBTQ+ community that is a huge plus for me since so am I. I am looking for people who are gonna accept me the way... » Continue Reading
Category: SpaceHey
Tomorrow I plan on walking out of school to show my support that abortion should be a choice. I might stand alone and I might shout alone. But even though that terrifies me I won't let it stop me. I will walk out I'll have my voice heard It's fucking bullshit how they think they can control women's bodies. It should be a choice the women who is carrying should make not a doctors not the government... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
What a mystery it is sometimes. You may be asking what is? I am talking about emotions but not only my own. I mean every emotion out there the ones with names and the ones without. Sometimes I have emotions I can't express with mere words. It would take me centuries to even think of a name for them. I have such intense emotions not only negative ones but positive as well and sometimes a mix of bot... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I love the rain, I am at school and there's a giant window where a giant tree stands outside. I have my headphones on while blasting music, there's thunder and lightning, I watch as each drop of rain falls off each leaf of the tree. We had the lights off, with blue L.E.D's on and it just made everything look so beautiful just like a dream. It's moments like these that make me appreciate everything... » Continue Reading
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