Why?

I can't bare the heavy feeling in my chest, it feels as though the world is crashing down on me. Why? I stay calm and do what I am told yet I am still stressed.Why? I don't ask for much yet they still can't do what I do ask for.Why? I don't go off on them anymore and I stay intact yet they still disrespect me. Why? I do so much and yet they still can't do the littlest thing for me.Why? I don't understand Why? I am starting to shut down , have no will to continue, I am physically exhausted and mentally drained.Why? I want to scream but can't. WHY? I want to cry but can't WHY? I want to go off on them but can't WHY? I'm the ungrateful one even though I appreciate everything that is done for me from the little to biggest favors. WHY? I don't want to continue being a slave for money or labor in the place I want to call home even though it doesn't feel like one. WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY?