So this morning I was late to school....yet again. This entire week I've been late because my alarm won't go off. The time keeps freezing and it's causing so many issues. This morning I woke up at 8:37 but I needed to be out the door at 8:04. So I went and lost my shit like I normally do then tried to wake my mom up. She told me to wake up my aunt, now my aunt....shes special in her own little way... » Continue Reading
So I have officially finished my first exam in class for our mid terms. It was my theater one and the 50 questions were insanely easy. I finished first but it was a really easy test. it's only theater terms that we've already been over. Using logic and the process of elimination, it works out pretty well I guess? I think I have my Algebra one next. It wouldn't surprise me one bit but in the same w... » Continue Reading
I'm going to make a statement about this school's dress code. I've seen too many girls crying and losing there shit about it. I need to find out where all of the cameras in our school are. I know where the ones outside of the bathrooms are. Ill draw or get a map of the school then we will put where they all are. Then this plan can go into action. I know where around half of them in this school are... » Continue Reading
So guess who got grounded? Elliot. He got grounded for a whole ass month. His mom or dad found all of the things that he had in his room; his nic, weed and cigs. So yea now he's grounded for a month....so the next time me and him are gonna hang out is on January 5th 2023. He gets his phone taken at 8pm everyday now. I'm so fucking pissed rn. » Continue Reading
This is something I found on TikTok but in the same way I fucking love it: You know you're aromantic right? You can't love, you won't love and never will feel it for a single second of your life. So tell me. Why exactly do you keep trying to fall in love? You constantly gaslight yourself into thinking your platonic feelings are romantic. You watch, write and read romance. It surrounds your everyda... » Continue Reading
Sadly I think next week or the week after is finals. It's the week after next week if I'm correct. I'm not really stressed because when we do start doing the reviews, surprisingly I'm actually going to do them instead of just leaving them alone and not doing them. It also does help that I owe so many hours to the school already so I can just go to tutoring for help with studying. I would like a te... » Continue Reading
I have a feeling that I'm going to be pushing in JROTC because half of us are wearing our uniforms and like 6 to 7 people aren't we are totally fucked. or we weren't supposed to wear it today and we ended up wearing them. I don't really care. I'm not trying to risk me getting yelled at more and more. Welp. » Continue Reading
So like I'm kind of sad that Elliots only going to be snapping me and Nat once a day. I honestly don't know how I'm going to handle this. I'm so used to being able to annoy him but now I can't. I really want to tell Elliot how I feel about him but I don't know how to yet. I know Nat told me to give it around a month. And I will, I mean it I will. I promise I will but in the same way I do want to g... » Continue Reading
So turns out to other guys that arent my friends. Im actually kimd of hot to them because tomorrow after school Im supposed to be going over to this guys house to hook up. So like......i dunno how thats gonna go. Im a virgin and not expirenced with men of any sort of way but slay on my end. I really want to date Elliot and not gonna lie was kinda hoping that me and him would yk hook up but we have... » Continue Reading
I've been feeling really weird.Like I'm doing things that I never would've thought I would do. Like my room is completely clean and it's going to stay that way, and my closet is clean and usable. I also don't know if I really want to date anyone. like I know that I want a relationship. But who? They seem so stressful when your with someone that your not mean to be with. I mean like I get this feel... » Continue Reading
Sometimes I love this one kid and other times I don't. Sometimes I care about him and other times I don't. I guess I'm just confused and or I just think he hates me when he doesn't. » Continue Reading