"im matter but i dont matter"
i am not interesting, trust me.
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Category: Life
i doubt it, i havent posted anything in long, my mental spirals, i think im ready. i just want you to be the last person to talk to. please. i still love you. you know excacly who i mean.. please. im sorry. » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
theres someone i really like. after many heart breaks and failed attempts, i decided to give my all to the person, finally settle in and finally leave my past behind. it was the first person I didn't need to question myself if they love me, i knew what was between us was real. or so did i thought then one specific message just stab my heart. went right through like it was nothing. i cant go on, w... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
♡ 1. New chains, same shackles - $uicide boy$ ,, another day waiting for death Every day that I waste on my list of regrets So I tell myself "It's okay, day after next We'll make all these arrangements to Change you can better yourself" I know I'm wasting my breath as I inhale I know I'm escaping my death as I inhale I, I can't recall why I'm suffoc » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
when i was younger, i created my own character. she started out as a huge inspiration from Rin Kagamige from Vocaloid. over time when i got older, i redesigned her and made her kinda into a relatable character for me. she has been a huge part of my life since i was 12, im gonna be 21 soon. but I could never really think of what lore or back story she should have. I always admired how other people ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i have 2 names. my first name is Pája, and my second Samko. (backstory of Samko is, i used to call myself "sam" wich in my country means lonely. everyone around me caught up to it and since i lived in slovakia for four years, they started calling me Samuel, or Samko.) thats where it begans. Pája reminds me of my old self. being a people pleaser, let people control me, taky advantage of me, manipul... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i dont think you be reading this to be honest, but this is the only way i can write my emotions and feelings out. its been some time for me to think about everything. i agree i shouldnt have left right away, give you some time to explain or at least try to calm down, like you asked me to. but at the same time, my feelings, doubts, overthinking was right. you we're constantly searching for a ways y... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i finally started to work on myself after i wasted time on a person i didn't matter to, and started talking to my old friends! Filip my closest friend invited me to live with him and he's supporting me the most. Also met alot of new people, for example one cute couple and i relate with the girl alot, she's honestly so sweet and finally happy i made friends from my country. im moving tomorrow and... » Continue Reading
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