my life is going better

i finally started to work on myself after i wasted time on a person i didn't matter to, and started talking to my old friends! 

Filip my closest friend invited me to live with him and he's supporting me the most. Also met alot of new people, for example one cute couple and i relate with the girl alot, she's honestly so sweet and finally happy i made friends from my country. 

im moving tomorrow and im sooo excited bro

also if anyone is reading this, opinion on this? ; i started talking to new people and met one guy. not even one day in bro texts me everyday how much he misses me and when im free. its nice and all, but ive heard from his friends that he has alot of girls around. 

he keeps saying "ur different than other girls" and that type of things even wrote poems abt me, yesterday he left me a message "ily" i asked " are you sure? we dont know each other we just met" and he said "i dont care how long we know each other, my feelings are real" i shrugged it off but still i aint interested and wonder if he's trying to play with me (im not gonna let him)

anyway... 

also feel like i lost too much weight and realized how much weight i lost while being in a dark place, from how all of my clothes are too big on me now so i either have to wear belts or when i wore a skirt yesterday i had to wear a corset. i hope i will get better, right now i am distancing myself from relationships, and work on me, i think i deserve it.