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Category: Life
I hate my stupid fucking brain. Its all cause I can't tell if you mean this or that if you being serious or not if your joking or not I can't fucking tell but I want to I want you to listen and understand and do something I can't sit here and be clueless it fucking hurts that I can't understand what anything means I can't stand my stupid fucking brain cause I want to understand but I can't and I ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I have everything I want everything I can possibly ask for and some how my silly little brain makes me think somethings wrong like somethings missing idk what's wrong with me. something about being happy isn't connecting in my brain. Like I have a steady relationship and a good job and both of those things make me feel so happy idk what to do it feels like I have so many things to say but there's ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I feel like I am never enough for anyone. everyone who knows me wants something different or something more that I don't know if I can give. I try my best everyday to be enough for everyone I give my all. all that I have all that I ever have I give and give and give but still nothing there's always something I can't do no matter how hard I try. I don't wanna be here if im not enough. I don't wanna... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I don't want my bf to be upset idk what to do or say but I feel like I should. I just want to go back to normal it was such a good day too. I felt so great today everything I could've wished for in a day I just wanna go back to normal. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I can't do this not again I really can not do this. backstory: my brother used to date this girl S and she was crazy and after they broke up she continued to spam call me cursing me out telling me nobody loved and im ugly and don't deserve anything she called me off of her phone her friends phones I was pleading and begging her to stop she is a grown person I was freshly 15 once I finally blocked ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I love my bf!!! hehehe he is so cute and nice and funny and I wanna be with him 4ever. he's too good for this world I swear he deserves the whole universe and until I find a way to give him that I will give him my absolute allllll! I love everything about him even every part that's not so good I appreciate ab him cause no matter what he says I can always tell its just him and who he is not anybody... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I hate everything. I can't stand myself and I think my bf is starting to too. Im getting annoyed cause he isn't understanding what I mean when im explaining why im upset and then he's making it into an argument I don't want to argue I want to talk and he's deciding to give me like a mean answer. what would you like me to answer to u saying ur taking a shower "oh my god babe that is the coolest thi... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I HATE EVERYONE I HATE EVERYONE I HAT EEVERYONE WH EFP JBEHYGUGLEBJ, » Continue Reading
Category: Life
we had a pep rally at school today I hated every second of it. when you are sitting in a room with your entire high school and still end up sitting alone it really puts your loneliness into perspective. my brain is making me think there's something going on with my bf like he's upset or angry with me about something and now im pushing harder and I can tell im annoying him so im just sitting here w... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
my brain is doing its usual thing where it makes me think everyone hates me and is leaving again and now im scared and crying in bed unless im sleeping I don't wanna be here. I rlly like my bf but now I just think im fucking him up im trying my best I haven't done anything but there's always something wrong. I can see myself doing everything with him everything I do I wanna do with him by my side ... » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
started my new job at wetzels pretzels today I hate the stinky annoying men that work there but at least I have my bae in there he's so cuteeee. my boss made him train me lmao he knows hehehe. my feet hurt but ill live I also have one other cool coworker she's nice. back to talking ab my bf cause he's my fav topic ever :) he had cute lil pig tails in today and it was the cutest ever. very sad I ha... » Continue Reading
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