I hate everything

I hate everything. I can't stand myself and I think my bf is starting to too. Im getting annoyed cause he isn't understanding what I mean when im explaining why im upset and then he's making it into an argument I don't want to argue I want to talk and he's deciding to give me like a mean answer. what would you like me to answer to u saying ur taking a shower "oh my god babe that is the coolest thing I've ever heard' like I just want to talk to you for 2 seconds and I wouldn't have been upset if I knew you were super busy instead of you JUST STOP ANSWERING OUT OF NOWHERE AND THEN WHEN I MENTION IT YOUY ANSWER WITH "WELL SOME OF US HAVE THINGS TO DO" LIKE NO SHIT I WOULD UNDERSTAND IF YOU SAID THAT BUT YOUD RATHER JUST SAY IT IN A SHITTY WAY AFTER I MENTION IT. you talk to me more in school. you talk to me at 9:30pm when you get out of work. all I ever wanted to do is talk to you. im upset cause I hate everything that happened last night and what I did about it. cause I know you know that I love you but what the fuck yes you said it first but did you actually mean it first cause the way you were last night didn't seem like it cause when I say you upset me you don't just like the text with stupid green heart say something say something that means something. you didn't care that I was upset you didn't care at all cause if you did you would've said something. in conclusion I hate everything but you.