the thing is my overthinking will always ruin it I fall to quick for an image of someone because I always see the good in everyone so I get too quick attached to someone because I don't wanna be alone I get insecure when that person doesn't give me the attention as they juse too and i hate myself for it because even though other boys want me i already chose you when i don't know you that good got ... » Continue Reading
i guess not everybody feels like life is pointless and doesn't know what to really do here but emm I'm very happy you deleted yourself out of my life taking pictures of your ex while she is sleeping in her underwear and then sending it as a good morning or goodnight that's fucking sick you all are crazy people Jesus what the fuckk men grow up and then yall call me weird like yeah it's me for sure... » Continue Reading
be honest with me did you even miss me did you even care i wanted to fucking kill myself and you all left im not trying to get attention i just needed a hug what did i ever do to you i don't see the point anymore in being here it all feels fake this is the reason i don't stay up after one because i realize things i realize that i don't wanna be here anymore i keep trying to find a reason to stay b... » Continue Reading
I'm confused .. the guy they told me about being a hoe is not I know what a surprise right? haha, we walked in a park at 1 in the middle of the night risky I know but it was fun we talked for almost 3 hours and as the walk was finished I said do you wanna sit and talk or do you need to go home and he chose to stay he said I can stay a little longer so I think he also had a good time other ways boy... » Continue Reading
feelings what do you do with them, I hate myself sometimes for having them. I am confused if been crushing on this boy for kinda somewhile right now and one of my so-called friends told him too not to react to my pictures cus I fall in love quick what a shitty friend it's so weird like why would you say that she looked me in te eye and said that like it was normal and make me feel guilty for havin... » Continue Reading
i also feel like im not ready to start the new season i want to end one with a banger like my big revenge but its not worth it i know it guess i have to take this anger too the grave » Continue Reading
so I think I officially started my new season I do not have contact with some people I thought I never wanted to lose but I think that's where it went wrong they felt like I needed them but the truth is I'm not going say they needed me but that's also not a lie I feel like we needed each other but they saw it as I needed them for advice or anything but I think the truth is when I feel like the fri... » Continue Reading
Even when you acted like that I still feel like our time meeting isn’t a coincidence it had to be for bigger things maybe not right now but in the future so I am wondering what made it happen that you treated me like shit did someone say something did I do something I still like to think it’s because you felt it too and got scared I hate myself for still wanting to let you in it's oke I made peace... » Continue Reading
I used to think something was was wrong with me cus i lost my social spark but then I remembered imagine what kind of person you can be around the right kind of people it opend me and healed me at the same time if grown so much in these 4 weeks I don’t want this happy person to go away again im going to stay fighting for her as it is my me i just lost her but lost means it can be found and i kno... » Continue Reading
So as I am sitting at the airport I realized what an awesome 4 weeks it had been and I am very lucky to have this kind of people in my life it is more than what I expected since I lost the feeling of the family back in my country it was nice to have the connection after 8 years I realized the family that does love me back in my country I still have and I love them but I'm miserable in my country I... » Continue Reading
I haven't written for some time now I was focusing on myself and now that I quit the job I am just at peace I am leaving Thursday to go to Australia to relax even more and to live my best life my old friend noticed that I took distance and her attention to keep being in control was too talk bad about me and tell lies and try too put people against me thank god people don't like her and no one beli... » Continue Reading