part 3

Even when you acted like that I still feel like our time meeting isn’t a coincidence it had to be for bigger things maybe not right now but in the future so I am wondering what made it happen that you treated me like shit did someone say something did I do something I still like to think it’s because you felt it too and got scared I hate myself for still wanting to let you in it's oke I made peace with it sometimes i still miss you i don't get why i am still thinking about you i keep seeing angel numbers everywhere just like i did when i went to australia  i really wanne text you but what is the point? would you answer me? i realised that if grown cus i don't do actions out off my emotions anymore i just let my self be sad and try to not think about you i wanne act like i never know you but thats not me but i have to forget you this energy keeps pulling me down i wonder why i keep thinking about you cus you haven't let me go why don't you let me go?