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idk

Category: Romance and Relationships

i still think love is a weird think on minute youre floating on the moon en the next gravity takes you back on earth im going to a boy's house tommorow for the first time in a long time i felt this intressed about someone i really like already and i am not  a fan of this feeling im scared what this is a waste of time again? what if i fall in love with him? what if i dont know how to leave? when it... » Continue Reading

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its been a year.....

Category: Life

it's been a year i started to blog first every day cus i didn't know how to cope with a heart break crazy so i wrote my heart out crazy how things can go in a year time told a boy i loved him had my first date just living life went to spend the night for the firsy time with a boy crazy how i first thought how love felt and really experiencing it made a difference made me realise that i did love hi... » Continue Reading

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what i would likte say to him

Category: Friends

why did you ignore me? why do you act like you don't give a shit about me when i know you care?  do you still have the keychaine i gave you? i know youre not able to let me go  please dont make me look stupid again  » Continue Reading

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idk

Category: Friends

now im stuck cus you were looking for me but im scared you only want to talk to me to get to my friend i wanne go out thursday hoping bumping in to you again if it hurts this bad still it's gonne mean something right? i just don't know what im fighting for right now probably dissapointment but this cant be all for nothing  » Continue Reading

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he came back

Category: Life

after 6 months you just act like nothing happend you just buyed me a drink and that it just like that were alright and its nice you bought me a drink but i saw you a month ago you said nothing to me still and now you were looking for me because your friends were at the other bar you litterly asked my friend to call me to come to you youre lucky i didnt trow that drink in youre face can't believe j... » Continue Reading

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stepping away from men for boys??

Category: Friends

well i don't know what happend to romance but a while ago a friend got with another friend of mine and it was so cute too see him that happy and crazy about a girl it wend on for a couple of months i believe times goes fast and now they broke up and why the ultimate question litterly her own words to him were that she wanted attention from boys like why it so weird she told me she wanted to marry ... » Continue Reading

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how are people happy

Category: Life

i wonder will it ever be enough i look around at my room this house and town and will it ever be enough will i ever be satisfyed and how is that possible? i can tell im going to have a episode again because i look in the mirror and i don't know who i am looking at a lair with no money no future who is just trying to get trough her day its hard for me too make plans and see a future but why why doe... » Continue Reading

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i still mis him

Category: Life

i still mis him and i find no shame in that even though time passed and i met new people  new memories i won't forget i can't shake him of weird isn't it but the longer i don't see him the bigger the "moment'' is going to be right? but do i want that him ever back no so now youré probably thinking then what are you complaining about just get over it i tried i really did im still doing it every sin... » Continue Reading

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a new love

Category: Life

it's weird to say that i like someone that also likes me back he looks at me like I'm the beautiful girl in the world he even said I don't get why a girl like you is interested in me or even wants me on her snap to be fair he isn't my type how i would show it in a picture but there is something about him that makes me feel ''safe'' there is a vibe he even said it himself  i can see a future with h... » Continue Reading

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things

Category: Life

the thing is my overthinking will always ruin it I fall to quick for an image of someone because I always see the good in everyone so I get too quick attached to someone because I don't wanna be alone I get insecure when that person doesn't give me the attention as they juse too and i hate myself for it because even though other boys want me i already chose you when i don't know you that good got ... » Continue Reading

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peace

Category: Life

i hope i die first i don't wanne live a life without you. » Continue Reading

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weird as people

Category: Blogging

i guess not everybody feels like life is pointless and doesn't know what to really do here but emm I'm very happy you deleted yourself out of my life taking pictures of your ex while she is sleeping in her underwear and then sending it as a good morning or goodnight that's fucking sick  you all are crazy people Jesus what the fuckk men grow up and then yall call me weird like yeah it's me for sure... » Continue Reading

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