I've been fascinated by this phenomenom for years now, and it baffles me that I haven't found many people who truly feel that way too. Like yeah of course listening to your favourite song is going to make you happy in a sense, but it goes waaaay beyond that. For me, my entire mood is dependent on what music I'm currently listening to (or what I did listen to earlier). Let's say I'm currently liste... » Continue Reading
Everyone always either has to be this or be that, fit into this category or that one, somehow people can't be fluid anymore and everyone needs to label the fuck out of them just to feel some sort of identity what are your opinions on this? on that? oh you think this? well fuck you cause i think that FUCK THIS BS » Continue Reading
Reiss sie raus, Haarsträhne Sie und ihre Löwenmähne Fixiere sie an meine Wand Nimm endlich ihre in deine Hand Steck' mein Herz in eine Tüte Nur für meine Lotusblüte Im Unklaren trotz Gewissenheit Ich wünsch' mir deine Zweisamkeit Ein Wimpernschlag reicht schon aus Ein unaufhaltbares Gefühlschaos Steck' mein Herz in eine Tüte Nur für meine Lotusblüte Auf der Autobahn um 2 Uhr Nac » Continue Reading
For clarification: I am NOT anorexic, I eat too much instead - I haven't eaten anything in likely more than 24 hours already, which I'm definitely proud of. I decided to try fasting over the weekend to really cleanse my body and mind and to start fresh on monday again. I actually always wanted to create a habit of fasting on saturdays and sundays, but considering the lack of discipline I possess, ... » Continue Reading
I need to take the first step, and the first step has never been more difficult I've always been aware: I need to start now. Right now. And then when I realize what ''starting'' actually means, I get scared and immediately get rid of all my plans I've been tempted to eat junk food; which I know is my moms; for about 5 hours now. And usually, I'd be like ''Whatever, just this last time, after that ... » Continue Reading
Have you ever wondered why you don't have this? Or you don't have that? A lot of these questions come back down to a specific thing that is relative to your life situation and is not what I'll be talking about in this post (for instance: the friend of your best friend stole your money which is why you're now in debt or whatever is very oddly specific and is something you yourself need to figure ou... » Continue Reading
I can't stand it anymore. I've been avoiding the issue all this time, I pretended like it doesn't exist and kept indulging in my bad habits. I kept filling the void with junk, stole my moms food atleast 100 times and even stole the food of my roommate once. I acted like it doesn't matter, pretended calories didn't exist, and ate like a person from my 1000 lb life would. And the result of that? Wel... » Continue Reading
Really want to get to know you. Nowadays its so hard to find people who arent brainwashed by whatever TikTok trends are going on, ESPECIALLY slang trends. (Online) Language has shifted so much that I just cant help but roll my eyes whenever I see stuff like ''ts pmo'' ''slay'' ''sybau''. or whatever slang is popular these days. It bothers me despite only using YouTube, I still see these stupid wor... » Continue Reading
I have a bad habit of simply not doing anything, that includes not taking proper care of myself and refusing to study and eat terribly and so on. Its been getting worse recently which is terrible considering that my finals are in two weeks, and I havent studied ONCE. My goal is to keep going to school afterwards so Im kind of being an obstacle to myself and my ''goals'' (which are tbf non-existent... » Continue Reading
RAVEN GEGEN DEUTSCHLAND Man I love Egotronic lmfao Lately Ive been listening to a lot of punk and I fell into the electropunk rabbit hole and oh my godddd dude Yall gotta listen to Pandabär by Frittenbude or 8000 Mark by Supershirt this stuff is gold Also listen to Raven gegen Deutschland because you dont want to rumstehen now will you? Edit: LISTEN TO DEUTSCHLANDS LETZTE DIÄT » Continue Reading
I'm not sure how to title my post correctly, because I'm not talking about ignorance how you might have thought of it at first I'm talking about when you send someone something, like an achievement, or just anything that has even just the slightest amount of significance to you, and you just get hit with no reaction at all. It might get tossed aside as a whole, but sometimes there are also these h... » Continue Reading
Remember that scary blonde girl that would make slightly disturbing YouTube videos back in 2014-2018? Incase you haven't kept up with her: She freed herself from the abusive relationship she had with Titanic Sinclair and has been doing her own thing since the end of 2019. She's been focusing on her music career ever since and I'm not kidding when I say that her music (including her older songs) is... » Continue Reading