I wish I didn’t want physical affection so much, it’s genuinely so painful sometimes. there are only certain people i want it from but it sucks because most of the time they aren’t comfortable with it or it’s the other way around. i don’t like floating in this middle state of being like “why doesn’t anyone want to just cuddle and chill no romance i promise” and “I get it, i wouldn’t want to cuddle... » Continue Reading
I know that i’m on the aromantic spectrum for sure, but i’m tired of trying to give myself a label. I don’t think I’m aromantic because i do feel attraction to some extent but its not enough to classify as something else. i have a hard time telling the difference between romantic and platonic feelings but at the same time have a good understanding of the two. I’m tired of trying to squish myself i... » Continue Reading
i always have such a hard time distinguishing the difference between romantic and platonic feelings towards a person and as a someone who's arospec its 10x worse because yes i feel romantic attraction just not to the same extent as others. add sexual attraction to that and now u have a confusion sandwich waiting to flop over, i do wish that i could understand and name my feelings easily even thoug... » Continue Reading
I cant tell if it’s because of my depression or something else but i’ve been losing interest in things i really like. I tried reading this book that i really like but it just isn't catching me the way it used to. same with people, i just want to be left alone, I don’t want to hang out with friends, i don’t want to deal with family i just want to be home ir out by myself with my dog and cats » Continue Reading
people are so fucking annoying. i feel like everyone has experienced a group of kids in their class being loud and rude for no reason. and you would think that it would be easier to ignore after a while. but NO. the group of guys in my chemistry class (at 9AM btw) was spilling cereal everywhere and being loud and just so. annoying. it is way too early for you to be making gay jokes about black men... » Continue Reading