uuuggghhh

i always have such a hard time distinguishing the difference between romantic and platonic feelings towards a person and as a someone who's arospec its 10x worse because yes i feel romantic attraction just not to the same extent as others. add sexual attraction to that and now u have a confusion sandwich waiting to flop over, i do wish that i could understand and name my feelings easily even though i cant. do i like you romantically or is it that weird inbetween of feeling more towards u then other people but its not romantic. or is it just lust because im touch starved and lonely?? WILL I EVER FIND OUT???

who knows but either way im stressed, especially cuz theirs this friend of mine who i have the inbetween feeling for but hes also arospec so i dont want to make him uncomfortable AAAAAAAAHHHH WHY ARE FEELINGS SO HARD AND CONFUSING WHY DID I HAVE TO BE AROSPEC UUUGGGHHH

anyways goodnight