UUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Identity is a dilemma you can never get out of Who am I? What do I want to be? Did I choose what I wanted? Imposter syndr » Continue Reading
Sigh hard topic ? More like hard decisions . Every1 makes friends right? Buuuuuttt how would you describe a 'best friend '? Is it.. your favorite critter? » Continue Reading
In other entries I talked abt how insanely tiring growing up is. UGH!!! Guess who's in college now @_@ As expected, I crashed out. Hard. But yet again silver lining guys it's all about the silver linings ! I landed a j.o.b (just online basically) sooooo thats gud! But it ma » Continue Reading
Has anyone been to a rave?? Its liek they're s000 hard 2 find :( I wunna go 2 1 but ... where do I l00k? Als0 how much hav they changed??? R they still edm and scene? Wuts it like?? » Continue Reading
College. NOOOOO (For an update I'm in college now :p ) With major anxiety and autism I bring to you the tips I have so far for you kidd0s w0ndering! ( For thos already in school plz add more tips ) » Continue Reading
OMG OMG OMG!!! Did anyone else scream at the Silent Hill 2 remake trailer that came out??? Like in a good way??? Because omg I did. I knew there was gonna be a remake but the trailer just set in the vibe. Like guys... » Continue Reading
It's almost time :v Guys what the heckk I'm gonna be in college as an.. adult. In an earlier entry I talked about the absolute TERROR I have of growing up. Scawwy! Just recently I got into a bad state because the transition is too terrifying for me. But here's my input on this whole situation... It's not just a forceful change -- you get to decide what you do with it and how you react to it Dude I... » Continue Reading
Haven't been on here in a while but I figured I should share. Recently someone very close to me who've I've grown attached to was just erased from my life. Poof. Gone. Without a goodbye. Although I've dealt with death before, there's a lingering emptiness inside of me that I can't seem to fill. Worst part is, I just realized how happy this person made me. How badly I want to see them again because... » Continue Reading
Have you ever felt lonely? Not that kind of lonely, but in an individual way. Even when you're surrounded by people, you get the sense of feeling alone. As if the whole room emptied itself and suddenly you're the only one left. That when you look at people, you don't see them as the people you know, but only skin and eyes. No emotion or personality, you just see... humans. » Continue Reading
Pretend is for children? For some reason it hits harder when your in it deep. Sometimes playing pretend is a good way of escaping your own mind. Pretending you're somewhere else or someone else just for a little bit. Obviously not doing it all the time, but to just calm yourself and have a sense of safety for a while. » Continue Reading
Anyone else have a little existential crisis at night? Just the fear and realization of life and death that hits you. It's deep and you try to convince yourself better but it's hard to get away from it. Yeah it sure goes away, but in the moment it's a little terrifying... » Continue Reading