Best Friend :v

Sigh hard topic? More like hard decisions.

Every1 makes friends right? Buuuuuttt how would you describe a 'best friend'? Is it..

 your favorite critter? 

    the one who cares the most?

         someone you cry to all the time?

            the gift giver? 

                somehow all of the above seems right but no friend is really all that perfect (just date them at that point)

I had the realization last night that I may have been seeing someone in a lower light than I should have. Realizing that I classified them more as an occasional buddy than a best friend.

Everyone makes mistakes... but friendship matters in an existential sense. I felt like I should've been closer to him, and a lot more engaging. 

Is it over? Is anything really over? 

Life changes rapidly so if I truly do need to change my attitude, I better do it now. 

Even if I can't express it easily, I just need him to know that I care a lot. Maybe then we'll grow closer and much more sustainable.

So confused about the current state of the country,

Klavy