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Category: Life
a goodbye, an apology, and a love letter khylee, today i woke up thinking of you after a long time of forgetting you. im sorry for being immature and weird and that it broke up our friendship. you were my first best friend and for a while my only one. i wonder if you still dance, i wonder if you think of me, and i wonder if you considered me your best friend. we didnt have much in common but i gue... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
ive come to the realization that my insecurity is a much bigger issue than i realized. the entire reason why i couldnt fathom dating someone and cant even force myself to upkeep my friendships is because of the fact that i cant even comprehend someone wanting to be around me let alone talk to me. i mean of course im also pretty aware of the fact that my personality is pretty meh and im not very fu... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
the more i sit around, the more i think about how i am no longer 14 and i cant help remembering "lorde's letter to adolescence" more specifically when she says "All my life I’ve been obsessed with adolescence, drunk on it. Even when I was little, I knew that teenagers sparkled. I knew they knew something children didn’t know, and adults ended up forgetting." and i just resonate with it so much. i ... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
anyways i feel like im going crazy bc everyone around me is going to college rn and im not bc i want to get a job and like learn to drive before i start college and its so annoying bc i feel like such a waste-oid. not anything bad abt ppl who like take gap years or just dont go to college but it is just so isolating bc all my friends and cousins are going and im stuck home alone bc i was shit ass ... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
i genuinely dont know how people do it. it just boggles my mind thinking about how dating someone would mean waking up to a good morning text and talking all day and being open and honest with this person bc i dont think ive ever been truly myself around anyone. maybe i have some sort of aromantic like type of thing in my soul or maybe i am just the most alone person in the universe but i think i... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
recently ive noticed that i just dont have any interests like i can barely think of a favorite show or musician or rlly anything. like and it feels so strange bc most ppl can think of these types of things that shape their personaltiies but i truly dont believe i rlly have one. i just kind of exist in my own sphere and dont believe anyone would truly want to hear about me so ive never had to think... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
holy shit i havent been online in forever i completely forgot i made an account on here until yesterday whoops anyways might not be active on here like ever bc im wierd (im a wierdo i dont fit in and i dont wanna fit in /ref) but yerp bye xoxo » Continue Reading
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