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I figured it is only appropriate for me to make a blog post of this nature, to clarify some information about how I am, truly. Those who I wish to not interact (DNI) Individuals who do not fully support the queer community Those who insult others because of their interests Individuals who bring down others because of their claimed identities and statuses of any kind Those who I wish to interact wi... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I did this just the other night, where I had my eyes close whilst writing a blog entry. Back then, it was simply because I had forgotten to blink for a period of around 15 minutes, but this time, it is simply because I wish to. Since I do not see what I am writing, the result tends to be less filtered and more like a random stream of ideas, which is not often something I do and share. Of course on... » Continue Reading
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I feel chained down by nothing, not dissimilar to trying to run in a dream. It feels miserable and I need to be let go. The sun is rising. I've always hated the sunrise, just as it has always hated me. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I have felt so so hopelessly wordless as of late. As I type this with my eyes closed from my forgetting to blink over the last 15 minutes or so, I wonder why I cannot just scream out for a crowd to gear and love. It would make me so wondrously happy to have such attention. Tears lacking sorrow run down my face right now. It's funny, really, how often I just feel trapped within this life, even if I... » Continue Reading
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I recall that I have had the opportunity to try "aphrodisiac chocolates," and in my experience, they did in fact have the intended effect. Of course, I think it to be rather unlikely that the simple candies actually did anything to my body, but the fact that I perceived there to be a notable increase in the intended desire suggests that the idea of these chocolates having this effect on me was the... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Off again for another eight or so hours of dissassociation and labor, of which progresses towards nothing worthwhile. Everyone else says they get along just fine, but alas they too wish for something more. They are scared to admit it, as am I. These spiraling and spiraling floors of rooms of those who hold onto anything they can get are becoming more and more commonplace by the year, and there is ... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
Goodbye mayfly, Fly from still waters. How long I have loved you, How long have I loved you? Goodbye mayfly, Call it a bad dream. How long I have loved you, How long have I loved you? » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It's not every day I get to see the rain fall from the clouds onto my unfortunate soul. With the heat of the sun trapped here with all of us on the ground, it makes me wonder if we ever really deserved to venture out here. Out into the rest of this world, out of the ocean, out of our hydrothermal oasis. From water, to the driest places. I am a thing that loves the water, all parts of it. I love th... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
While I may have a job now, the pay is hardly above minimum wage, and I have so much that I want. High on the list is a nice bottle of vodka and a sharper, prettier knife. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Many many days now, I find myself craving an emotional escape from what I am feeling. Most of all, I just wish to feel good and beyond myself. To cry in sympathetic arms, cherishing the warmth. To daze myself with marijuana in my lover's bed, awaiting her returning to my sad self. To drink until I do not remember the shadows of my depths, savoring the burn down my throat and the warmth in my body.... » Continue Reading
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