"Kill me"
God won’t let me die
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Category: Life
Im tired as shit. I really don’t want to clean the house. I feel like a maid. I also don’t have any containers I can dye clothes in. I wanna dye all my clothes black. I HAVE black dye, but no container. I also have a wet-to-dry straightener, but it’s so wide and my hair is short. I have to get another one or a relaxer. A relaxer is going to be cheaper, but I’ve never used one before. Oh well, I ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I’m over here I’m rummaging around for food and I forgot that I have the nastiest instant potatoes known to man that expired like two months ago like they’re super bland and literally the only thing to make them somewhat palatable is to add sauce to it like I have leftover sauce from my Chick-fil-A in Wendy’s and stuff so I’m literally about to boil water put the mashed potatoes in there in a litt... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I finally have a system friend. It is online only, but I feel a bit less alone. For the purpose of this, I will simply be referring to their system as JJ. On another note, I did try to reset my laptop completely. It didn’t work. Everything is completely removed but it is still a slow as was. The mouse barely moves. It doesn’t work at all. I can turn it on look at it and hope that I can turn it off... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I’m bored. I’m stuck at home without a vehicle. I’m unwell so I can’t work. My friends are tired of me. My dad is going to be pissed. I have to spend 5/7 of my time at my mom’s in order to go to work and save up for a car. I have 98¢ to my name because of this. I hate thos » Continue Reading
Category: Art and Photography
Look what I found at a Mexican restaurant: » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I hate being my mom’s therapist. She just randomly and daily comes to me and has therapy sessions. I don’t have a choice. She throws a fit and gets mad when I try and set boundaries. I can’t have a conversation with her without being a therapist. I get that she has DID, but so do I. AND IT’S HER FUCKING FAULT! I frequently wonder how much of my trauma is actually hers. Secondary Trauma Stress Dis... » Continue Reading
Category: News and Politics
Hey! I’m trying to get as much Information on this case as possible. A 17 year old girl was murdered in Maryland in 1973. A picture of a car that was where her body was found was recently released. That car was my great uncle Steve’s car, and he is now the primary suspect. He is long dead and gone now, but I want to know what happened and if there is any way to confirm it was him and bring this gi... » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
The more I learn about Chris Chan, the worse they get. It literally escalated from loitering in hopes of finding a “boyfriend-free sweetheart” to them lying to a girl over the in order to get her to get her to leave Liquid Chris and go to Chris Chan’s house and have sex with them?? What the fuck. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i don’t remember ever going and getting Imgur??? I hadn’t heard of it until today. » Continue Reading
Category: Web, HTML, Tech
I miss the way internet was when I was little. The way it could have been. I'm finally able to type a blog entry via an actual desktop computer as opposed to a smartphone. I don't have a compter at the moment and I won't be able to get one for quite a while. Even if I do, I am unable to get internet where I live. I live about 7 minutes outside of town and they don't offer internet there, but the... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I’m upset. I’m still sick. I don’t have a vehicle. I’m already part time but I can’t work all of the hours that I do have due to whatever illness I’ve got. And I still have bills to pay and I have to buy food and pay for gas because people are taking me back and forth. I am going to have to suck it up the next several weeks and push myself. If I don’t, I won’t be able to get a vehicle. No one can... » Continue Reading
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Category: News and Politics
I’m very frustrated. Congress is trying to ban TikTok. They’re trying to overturn the ICWA. TikTok is one of the most used ways for young people to get news because the media is so controlled by the oligarchy is in charge of America and they can’t control TikTok because it’s based in Singapore. They’re mad because they’re not getting any money out of it and they don’t have control over it. The... » Continue Reading
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