Everything is stressful right now. Last night was just awful. On top of that, I can’t log into my Mac! You see, my Mac has a confusing password I always forget. I know what the password, is but I don’t know how to type it properly. I’ve been meaning to change it. The other day, I kept making failed attempts at unlocking it and the raising time limit was scaring me. So, I went on the Find My iPhone... » Continue Reading
My grandmother, 81 years old, passed away yesterday morning after having been on hospice since last Wednesday. This morning on my phone I actually had a huge blogged typed out. I don't know if I'll still post it. My mood has completely changed. I had my first exam in my CNA community college class. I made an 87%. I don't have any study skills. My brain is awful and I have no idea why. This is why ... » Continue Reading
The supermoon eclipse Good morning, lovely people of SpaceHey! This week was so rough givem the situation my grandma was in. She passed away yesterday morning after being on hospice since last Wednesday. I mainly spent my time at my cousin's house where she was staying keeping the little kids occupied. On Sunday evening, her two daughters wanted me to play outside with them. Their backyard is rath... » Continue Reading
I think I’m just a robotic piece of something who can’t feel anything. Someone who can’t have true and meaningful relationships. I don’t miss people. I don’t fall in love. I don’t find people attractive. I feel some sort of limerence. I know I have to fall in love. I just need to control myself. In my sophomore year of high school I was constantly pressured by my friends and basically the entire g... » Continue Reading
I’m feeling much better physically. I just came home from a family meet-up. I also just got out of the shower (11:09 P.M) It turns out I was just hungry. I ate some chili, and that was enough to quench my headache. My grandma is on comfort care at my cousin’s house. It’s such a sad and dreadful sight, seeing her in such a state. My dad announced the situation earlier in the week. I’m pretty sure s... » Continue Reading
Tw// small emetophobia (vomit) mention My head hurts a bit. It’s probably because I haven’t eaten all day long. I’ll get to that. Yesterday, I ate a bunch of crap. An ice cream truck swung by my neighborhood and I ordered dried skittles. We went to McDonald’s where my brother works. I wanted a McFlurry, but when we got there we couldn’t get one because the ice cream machine was getting cleaned. So... » Continue Reading
tw//: mentions of pica, an eating disorder, and uncomfortable medical thoughts for brain and physical health? I struggled hard with pica when I was younger. FYI, that's the condition that makes you eat non-food items. One thing I used to eat was something you'd least expect, yet something you could probably find out yourself if you thought about it. I'm worried it contained lead or asbestos. My ho... » Continue Reading
I love Arataki Itto from Genshin Impact despite not having played the game a day in my life. I almost want to play just so I can have the chance to see Itto in game… But I know the chances of pulling him are low. My friend managed to pull him on his seventh pull. His first pull was Childe. What a lucky duck! I love him, bro. All of his voice actors are amazing and expressive. His English VA? Is th... » Continue Reading
Nikocado Avocado is skinny now, about as skinny as he was when he first started YouTube. Or he prerecorded his latest videos five, six years ago since he has the parrot in them. Or he got a new parrot. Omg. Good for him if he lost the weight. I’m surprised he doesn’t have flaps of skin hanging down like Tammy Slaton does after she had her major weight loss. 2022 was my favorite year as of recent. ... » Continue Reading
Nikocado Avocado is skinny now, about as skinny as he was when he first started YouTube. Or he prerecorded his latest videos five, six years ago since he has the parrot in them. Or he got a new parrot. Omg. Good for him if he lost the weight. I’m surprised he doesn’t have flaps of skin hanging down like Tammy Slaton does after she had her major weight loss. 2022 was my favorite year as of recent. ... » Continue Reading
In this post, I talk about some of the negative side effects autism had on me growing up. I mention my pica (eating non-food things). Please be understanding haha Cringing and gagging at the stupid stuff I used to do as a kid…. I don’t yearn for the past anymore because I realize how bad it was overall. Now I’m starting to realize I have to work hard to make a life for myself and to make memories ... » Continue Reading