I get yelled at by my dad and brother all the time that I’m just desensitized to everything. Sometimes I feel like my dad tries to find something to gripe about because he had a bad day and he needs to take it out on me. God call me a shitty person (I am the spawn of Satan) but I absolutely DESPISE monologues. Yes, the entire time you rant I am standing there waiting for you to get finished. I’m s... » Continue Reading
Okay. I come home early from work. First time ever doing that. I was losing my mind at my workplace. Nipped it in the bud and had to have a relative (my brother) pick me up. Likely going to lose my job… I head to my room. None of my lights are working so I’m going to have to get new lamps. You know Q-Force? That so bad it’s good type of gay show? Bro what is UP with this title card? Do you see it?... » Continue Reading
Oh my god, guys. I just found the BEST job opening on Indeed.com. Right now I’m employed as a courtesy aide at a nursing home. I’m supposed to take my state exam next Friday and pass the skills portion. There’s a written part and a skills portion. Really do not like this job. Crazy because I FUCKING LOVE elderly people. The call lights be crazy. Same residents being so needy, always having to go t... » Continue Reading
I skipped work today. It’s so going to bite me in the ass. I texted at my brother at one A.M. that I didn’t need to go to work today, and that I work Sunday. A big fat lie. The reason why I skipped is the middle finger on my left hand, infected and has paroychia, was causing me unbearable pain. It was throbbing. I couldn’t sleep. Occasionally, I’d release an awkward screech of pain (I was alone in... » Continue Reading
I’m fucking skipping work tomorrow because my middle finger is causing me so much throbbing pain. I apologize if this blog sounds weird. Right now I’m using dictation or rather to be more clear. I’m speaking out loud and it’s converting my words to text. Anyway, I’ve been a chronic nailbiter for years. I’m 18 now, about to turn 19 this upcoming March, and the last time I remember having none bitte... » Continue Reading
Watching the English dubbed version of Squid Game right now. I usually watch these international shows subbed, just the way God intended. My brother once said subbed versions have you listening to the show's true soul words or something like that. We both love Aggretsuko in the English dub though. I prefer the English version of Aggretsuko over the original by a long shot. Mainly because I love Ha... » Continue Reading
I had no idea it arrived until I checked Amazon a few minutes ago. It was predicted to arrive next Tuesday, so yayyyy. They’re knee-high white sneakers. Almost a month ago I was at the Tangler Outlet Malls inside a shoe store. Almost walked out with black Converse knee-highs… But was I really willing to forge $109 dollars on a guilty pleasure item? Nah. So instead, I got knock-offs from Amazon for... » Continue Reading
TWW/// anxiety, fast heart rate, drug experience, bad dream Bro, I was trying to sleep and actually came close to it. Today started out as a very lazy day, but in the second half I actually got things done. I cleaned my room, swept the house, and put in a TON of laundry. I took a bath. All while listening to a dark makeshift audiobook. I downloaded a book from Archive.org and had Microsoft read it... » Continue Reading
You know what, guys. I think 5’10-5’11 is just the perfect height… For guys, gals, and beyond. Not too tall, but not too small. Perfect size. Model height for women and great height for guys. I love that two of my favorite characters are about this height. Sebastian Solace from Pressure was 5’10 before he got fished (AND CHILEAN-AMERICAN) and Arataki Itto has gotta be 5’11. I love 5’11 Itto so muc... » Continue Reading
You know how there are sitters for healthcare facilities, usually for those at risk of suicide and/or falling? Well, they need to introduce shitters and pay them a bit extra. So when the other CNAs are passing out trays to patients/residents during meal times, the shitters can go answer call lights. Most of the time the call lights are for bathroom requests… Some residents just need help getting t... » Continue Reading
The idea of working as a CNA for the rest of my life kind of fills me with dread… Trust me, it’s not the ass-wiping that gets me. It’s everything else. I dropped my two other community college classes so I could lock-in for my nursing assistant class. Now I’m supposed to retake my state exam so I can get certified. I don’t think I’ll work in a nursing home if I can help myself with an R.N degree. ... » Continue Reading
The idea of working as a CNA for the rest of my life kind of fills me with dread… Trust me, it’s not the ass-wiping that gets me. It’s everything else. I dropped my two other community college classes so I could lock-in for my nursing assistant class. Now I’m supposed to retake my state exam so I can get certified. I don’t think I’ll work in a nursing home if I can help myself with an R.N degree. ... » Continue Reading